Chapter 27 : Conflicted

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Laying in bed thinking about what Ivy said while we were out I can't help but be conflicted

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Laying in bed thinking about what Ivy said while we were out I can't help but be conflicted.

These past couple months Ive learned more about Ivy than I ever thought I would. Like how she hates anything that has whipped cream on it, but loves pistachio ice cream but the not the off brand it has to be blue bunny. When she concentrates she bites her lip not knowing how fucking amazing it looks.

For two months I learned everything I could about her and in return she confided in me. seeking solace from Grayson someone who was there for her when I left. shit when Adrianna left too.

When she told me about her relationship with red I was surprised. That entire time I thought they were together, turns out they weren't.

They were best friends with benefits and two months ago finally went official till the dumbass red head starting acting weird with her.

Being so over protective, always deleting shit from her phone. He deleted my fucking number a few times. Fucking up what he worked so hard for. He wanted her but a little to much. Selfish he wanted to keep her caged and Ivy knight don't do caged.

Never has.

When Grayson hit her, damn did I see red. Blood red, and Ivy's face said it all. She was shocked and wasn't even processing what happened. Before she could even react I was on his ass.

No man should lay hands on a female ever.

Then I drove her up to my spot. The place up in the Rockies I go to think or clear my head. When she looked at the view her eyes almost bugged out. That's just the reaction I wanted.

She confessed about reading the letter I wrote her before I left Silver Falls.

The letter:

Ivy...
If you're reading this you know I've left Silver Falls. I want to say sorry. Sorry for what? I'm not to sure but I'm here apologizing for what ever made you want to pull away from me.

I never thought I'd feel this way about you even though we've only known each other for such a sort period of time. I know you have a lot of things going on in life and I'm glad I was able to meet you and be with you.

You're amazing.

Your smile, your laugh, your humor. I enjoyed having you in my life. If anything you're something that lit up the darkness that has surrounded me since my mother died.

My real mother...

I want you to understand I'm not leaving because of you. Why? i want to make sure you know this? Because i don't want you to blame yourself if you come looking for me. God I hope you look for me. Because if you don't you'll never know how much I actually care about you.

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