Conflicted Pt. 2

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Struggling to open my eyes I groan when my phone rings. I thought it would be dead honestly. After spilling my feelings to Maddox up on the mountain i don't know how to feel. I'm hurt for sure, but am I hurt more by me leaving Grayson or by Maddox not telling me he recuperates my feelings.

Why do you care?

I shouldn't care.

Grayson...

My rock, my knight in shining armor turned out to be nothing but a monster. At the same time it was my fault too. I found the smallest excuse and ran from our relationship.

Rubbing my eyes to free them of the eye crusties.

Gross...

Sitting up in bed I look over to my right. Maddox left. I can't be mad because of that I shut him out last night. Like I tend to do. Turn my back on anything that's hard or challenging. Sighing I run my hand along the spot he occupied. Holding me close.

"I got you." He whispered to me.

He gots me alright. In more ways then one.

A few days have passed now from what happened with Grayson. I miss him I do I won't lie. He will always be someone that my heart holds dear. That probably sounds dumb but it's how I feel. I'm stupid for wanting him around but he was there for me when I had nobody.

Sauntering out of my temporary room I quietly make my way into Maddox's room tip toeing trying not to make much noise, just in case he still is home. He most likely isn't and is at his shop but I never know he's so quite.

His door is a jar just a little, but enough for me to peak my head in. When I do my whole body freezes.

Maddox stands with his boxers bunched up by his ankles, his ass on display, all while his head is thrown back. Soft whispers are heard. They aren't coming from him though. No,...it's coming from the brunette that's on her knees in front of him.

Her head bobbing from what she's executing. Maddox moans a "fuuuck" to her drawing it out, while grabbing her head and pushing her further down his length. "Like that." He says now looking down to her.

My body heats in places that shouldn't while watching this play out, yet I can't move. I'm not sure if it's because I don't want to or it's because I'm actually sexually aroused by something so...

I can't even find the word for it. Giggling I give myself away causing Maddox to jump away from the girl and to cover himself up. Walking all the way into the room since I'm already caught I can't help but fucking smile. The girl raises to her feet and walks out with out a word.

"Ivy fuck." He pants

"Sorry I didn't mean to interrupt." I say seductively because quiet frankly I'm horny now. "I would say I'm sad to watch her leave, but I'm guess she was supposed to anyways." I wink at him while he tugs his boxers up as swiftly as he can with one hand.

"What are you doing? I thought you were asleep?" He asks finally managing to pull his underwear all the way up. Giving freedom to those hands I know can work wonders.

"I was but I was feeling a little lonely so I came to see if you'd be home and wanted to snuggle for a little more but I found something much more..... enjoyable." Raising one eyebrow for added effect his cheeks tinge a soft pink against his olive skin.

"Ivy." Maddox's eyes hood over. Oh yeah he's feeling my vibe. Thing is will he give into me. As sexily as I can I slowly walk up to him. My hands meet his chest leisurely I trail them down pushing myself into him while I do.

"Maddox Silver would you like me to continue what she obviously didn't finish for you?" I whisper into his ear standing on my tip toes. Licking the outer edge of his ear before nibbling on it. "Sound like a plan? Hmm?" Kissing down to his neck suckling leaving a love bite.

Shuddering my name leaves his lips. Then a word I wasn't expecting to hear. "No." He states pulling away from me. "Ivy I can't."

"You can't?" I ask annoyed a bit.

"I can't," shaking his head he walks over to his dresser pulling out pair of shorts slipping them on. "I can't because you just broke up with Grayson and I don't want to be your rebound." Shaking his head he walks into the bathroom off of his room closing the door and locking it.

"Rebound?" I ask myself laying down on his bed on my stomach. His scent oaky with a hint of smokiness to it. So different from the nasty strong sterile smell Grayson always had surrounding him.

But...

But Grayson was Grayson. Maddox isn't Grayson, and just like magic tears flowed. I guess my mind was just trying to find something to distract me from the hurt I'm still feeling.

Betrayal?

Yeah I think that's it. I feel betrayed. Grayson said nothing would separate us. Yet look what he did.

Getting up from Maddox's bed I decide it's finally time to go home. With out even as much of a text to Maddox explaining I'm leaving, I don't hesitate to order a Uber collecting my small bit of clothing I've got.

Once it's here I'm gone and from the looks of it Maddox wasn't worried about it. The ride home I thought about a lot of things I've been through in life. My life has been ups and downs and i honestly don't think i can take anymore downs. Maybe it's time to just be me.

Me.

Alone....

On my own...

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