Stable {Book 2 of Living Alone}

I'm So Sorry

My eyes almost roll out of my head, I want to burst into laughter out of awkwardness. "No your not I felt you." I slide up to her and touch her hand but she only looks away from me. "I feel you, your not dead, I can see you I can hear you!" 

"Sloan, Eli killed me last night. I am dead, I am so sorry." 

"Hey Sloan, Addie totally crashed I think she is sick?" Dean says pointing back towards where he just came looking right at Carry but he doesnt seem to see her. I look from Dean to Carry and she looks so heart broken. 

"No...no Carry please dont tell me this is true, knock it off this isnt funny." My voice cracks staring into her eyes tears threaten in my eyes.

"Carry is in bed, babe who the hell are you freaking talking to?" He looks at me like I have totally lost it, I quickly jump out of the bath and wrap a robe around my body. I race out of the room hearing Dean and Carry both calling after me. I charge into her room and to my horror I see a blood bath. Her body parts hanging by hooks imbedded in the cealing. Her head laying nicely on her pillow, blood splattered all over.

"No!" I scream, death filling my nose, this awful scene before me has me falling to the ground vomiting. Dean comes running over to me, and he gasps loudly. 

"Oh my..God!" He yells, vomit spews out of me onto the floor. Tears flowing down my face, no, this cant have happened. This horrible graffic scene before me, my friend has been ripped to shreds! "Sloan get out of the way!" Dean grabs me dragging me out of the doorway and slams the door shut. I sob and scream, I cant get those horrid images out of my mind.

"Im so sorry Sloan, he stabbed me from under my bed last night, I dont know how he got in there." Carry steps in front of me getting down onto her knees and slides her hands down my kneck cooling me down but I begin to hyperventalate.

"How can I see you?" I scream and her eyes are so soft, and tears brim in her eyes as well.

"Ive linked myself to you so I cant leave no matter what. I am not leaving until I see that your baby is alive and well." 

"Carry you cant be gone, please dont be gone, your my best friend! I cant do this without you, I am so sorry!" I sob and she brings me into her arms, how can I be feeling her? How can she be so solid like this? "Carry please dont go do something I need you." I sob harsher, the images of her body limbs swinging softly in her room. 

"It was not your fault, do something for me? Dont blame yourself, Eli is mental." My heart constricts, horrid pain, I wrap my arms around her tightly and she does the same, holding me closely, I cant remember the last time when the both of us sat down together and really talked, I havent  talked to her about an adoption for her! All she ever truely wanted was for her to have a baby. She grabs me harshly making me stare in her eyes with tears blurrying my vision, my breathing so so quick I can hardly breathe. "Hey, stop, calm down look I am still here, you can feel me, you can hear me, and you can see me. Im not going anywhere." 

"You-Your body! It-Its gone!" I try to breathe but my air way constricts, gasping for air and ripping at my throat for me to be able to breathe, my body shaking.

"Breathe! Breathe Sloan!" I cough before collapsing to the floor unconcious.

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My chest has a slow steady pace, my breathing normal, my eyes flutter open to see a doctor along with Dean sitting impatiently in a firm looking chair his leg shaking. I moan and my hand twitches slightly, making me moan dissatisfied. "Dean..." I mutter through the oxygen mask on my face, he looks up quickly and rushes over to me so worried, tears streaming down his face.

"Oh my god baby I thought you werent going to make it." He cries kissing my knuckles as if he hadnt done so in years.

"Of course I would. What happened?" I ask him rubbing my forhead, I am so very thirst. "I need water, and probably the doctor." I mutter again, why on earth am I here in the first place. Looking up I see Carry holding a weak smile on her face. "Hey! When did you get here?" I ask her, she walks up to the foot of my bed touching my foot weakly.

"I just got here." Her voice is different, it sounds as if she had been screaming for ages, she sounds so hurt, and her eyes show it too.

"Oh cool, how is Addie?" I sit up a bit more in my bed trying to get comfortable but its no use, these beds are too uncomfortable.

"Shes good, shes worried about you, you had quite a fall." She tells me coming over to the other side, all of the sudden a small flutter presses against my stomach. My hand quickly darts to it and a giant smile forms on my face. 

"Sloan what is it?" Dean asks me placing his large hand over mine.

"It moved, I felt our baby move." 

Satan's Pon POV a.k.a Eli

Sliding in through her window I quickly shut it, I pour my calatroph on the pillow, slipping under her bed and in the knick of time too, she enters her room shutting the door for the night, she slips off her clothes and slides on her loose pajamas, tuning off the light she slips in bed relaxing. 

The bed dips down with her weight and creaks as she shifts to get comfortable, I slide my long blade out getting ready to strike, the calatroph should be taking effect about now and I jab the knife up through the bedding and into her body, she lets out a small gasp, blood trickles down my knuckles and onto my chest. I slide out from under the bed and see her petrified look on her face, blood leaking through her shirt and onto the bed. "Nighty night witch!" I plunge the knife down in her hip joint and begin my rage, that woman wouldnt tell me who she was and yet every time I look at her I feel a rage pour over me! She did something to me a long time ago and I can feel it I just cant remember who the heck she is. She will pay, starting off one by one, now that I found her she will pay, and that woman they call Abbey is next.

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Its super late and I dont know about you guys but when I was writing Carry's death I was crying, I usually dont cry over my characters dyeing but I did. Its almost one in the morning and I get really emotional but if you did cry or almost did comment, it will make my day cause then I will know I know how to put emotion into my story, if not thats cool. Still comment and vote about the chapter! Did you like it? Sorry I killed her, and in a gruesome way too. I love my support!