Stable {Book 2 of Living Alone}

Ave I Love You

"Hi mom." The teenage says, I dont even know her but she looks alot like Dean. I look up to him and he is just staring at her. "Its me Ave." Right when she says that I remember, my heart breaks seeing her like this, she is supposed to be alive and I am supposed to watch her grow up to this beautiful young lady. I begin to bawl endlessly.

"Ave!" A tear slides down her own face and she lunges into my arms and holds me tighly, I sob and sob holding my girl.

"Mom, I am so sorry." She cries into my shoulder, I hold her tightly and I cherish this moment, holding my daughter. "The baby is fine you know, she will be fine shes so adorable." She says with an awkward laugh queing that she wants to pull back but I dont let her. 

"Dont let go." I cry, she agrees holding me, it feels so good to hold her, thats all I have ever wanted to do was hold her, talk to her, comfort her, I just want her to stay with me forever.

"Mom Im okay, I watch you every day." 

"Your my little Angel." 

"I am, but Im stuck in the veil because you two were vampires so Im stuck there." I pull away looking into her eyes so very sad.

"What? We made you stuck there?"

"No its fine, Carry is there, and so is my sister, and you need to hurry and give her a name Im tired of calling her, her." She jokes making me sad, she looks up to Dean with soft eyes like his, she walks over to him and hugs him tightly, Dean completly shatters and starts sobbing in her arms, we actually get to hold our little girl. "Guys Im okay, I promise, I will be here with you forever, especially with the new one, shes scared without me." She doesnt leave his arms, he sobs and sobs and it breaks my heart seeing him like this, Ive never seen him like this ever. Not even at her funeral. "And I want you to know I love you and nothing was your fault, I could have survived an hour before but I didnt...dont beat yourself up over it, you cant controll my  body." She pulls away from Dean and looks up to him and I can see her beautiful eyes getting watery. "I came here to say I love you and I have never left your sides, but you two need to stop with this fighting, dad didnt mean to hit you nor did he mean the words he said, and mom, I know you were shocked from his words but dont leave him, you are about to have my little sister and she needs two fully functioning married parents, and what about Adelaide? What does she think hearing her parents scream at each other? So knock it off, get it together, forgive each other, and love one another. I know its easier said than done but your my mom and dad, you two have been through so much and something like this wont stop you."

"Ave, its not that simple..." I mutter looking away, I feel so guilty and ashamed but he hit me, even if it was an accident he shouldnt have taken his anger out on me. 

"It actually is, forgive and forget, everything is an accident, Addie was, my death was, Carry dieing, trust me it was! Eli's rage, you moving here, Abbeys sons death, everything is an accident and you still appologize and get over it, now get over this. Dad was posessed, by Satan, yes he is real, he is the reason you two are together! Im your daughter and forgive each other for me, for my sisters?" She pleads, tears flowing down her face, my face is shocked, Im still just so suprised my little girl is standing right in front of me and we both can see and hear each other. I look up to Dean and I can see the regret and complete guilt in his face and countenace.

"She doesnt have to forgive me, she doesnt deserve an abusive man like me. Ave I am sorry but this might not ever be able to mend." 

"Dean...we can figure it out, Im still shocked and heart broken but it doesnt mean that I hate you." I mutter, Im just scared of him and he needs to earn my trust back. "I just probably wont sleep in the house with you yet, we need to start over, Ill take Addie with me." He looks down ashamed, he grabs his mouth and I can see him crying again.

"Mom dont do this please..." Her voice cracks, I look up and she is crying, I quickly hold out my arms and she lays down in my arms and sobs into my chest. Im holding her while she cries, I always wished I could do this, comfort her for her first heart break, for anything she cried for I wanted to comfort my little girl. She sobs and sobs breaking my own heart causing me to cry again, my life is falling apart, I shouldnt have gotten pregnant right now, it was a horrible time to have done so. All this crap and I cant just lay around doing nothing, I have to worry about sustaining another life. Everything is wrong I just cant take one more bad thing happening, I wish everything would just be rainbows and unicorns. "I just want us all to be a family." She sobs holding my gown tightly in her fists, her body shakes along with mine as I hold her, I just cant belive this, its just too unreal, I hope this isnt some sick joke. 

"Ave, whatever happens its for the best, it needs to be a healthy relationship between us, and its not."

"I just want us to be perfect, I want to be alive with you, I dont want to be dead, you should have turned me, I was human you should have turned me so I could have been with you forever, I dont want to be on the otherside all alone. I want to be with you, mom I dont want to go." She sobs, I stroke her hair and rub her back up and down as she lays in my arms.

"I know I wish you were here too, this is all my fault, I should have turned you I just didnt think about it, I am so sorry baby girl I am such a horrible mother."

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