Stable {Book 2 of Living Alone}

The Past

"Dean why did you leave me in the plane?" I ask him tucking Addie in who tottally passed out the moment her head hit the pillow. We are in a pretty nice hotel and the room is dark, windows and curtains are closed, the door is locked so we are safe in the small room. He sighs fiddling with the pen at the desk, I have been meaning to ask him that for quite some time but now it really just blurted out.

"Because I thought you were dead, I got the kids out, I couldnt find their life jackets so I had to swim with them keeping them up. I couldnt save you all and it broke my heart." He says looking anywhere but me, I sit down on our bed and slide off my very uncomfortable and tight clothes.

"I understand, I would have told you to leave me anyways. Now lets try to forget about this, we are all hear together, alive! Im going to take a shower I smell like sea weed."  I turn and start walking into the bathroom, I dont lock the door and I start the nice shower, this place is beautiful, but not as beautiful as our old yet new home. The door closes behind me startling me but its just Dean, and he is taking off his clothes too minding his own buisness. I smile at him and step into the shower, the pressure is perfect, the water temperature is relaxing and all  I want to do is sleep with the water on me. Dean steps in behind me and grabs my waist.

"We will get through all of this, together, we dont have to do it alone. We cant." He mutters behind me, his arms drape around me and presses close so both of us can be under the water.

"I know." I mumble turning around I rest my head on his firm chest, how did I get here? To be having my third baby, married, and here in England? My life is so hectic I would rather have the fear and chaos of telling him Im pregnant and a vampire in highschool all over again than this.

~FlashBack~

Staring down at my stomach I fight the tears that want to pour down my face. My stomach is so big and I have missed so much school already, I just need to suck it up and go. I have to tell Dean he diserves to know, but how is this even possible? Im the only vampire, and orpha, a teenager, and pregnant, I didnt even know we could?

I grab my school bag and I walk out of the house that Carry lived in, shes already graduated and shes let me stay at her place since she found me in kindergarten eating food out of the garbage and she took me in. I get onto the bus and all eyes are on me and gawking at my stomach, its big,  I know but I dont know how far I am, we've been together for almost eight months and I havent seen him for four of them because thats when I started to see my changes.  I sit down in the front of the bus and rest my head against the window and my hands tremble. I have to tell him, face to face before anyone tells him and he learns the news without me. I touch my stomach feeling it move inside of me probably eager to hear its dads voice, but I am not one bit. "Sloan is such a whore!" I hear someone shout, I whince and now everyone has joined in calling me names and screaming at me, people poke me and touch me making me uncomfortable. I dart to my feet and run down the bus steps slamming the doors open, the bus driver stops the bus and I walk out tears streaming down my face, I sob loudly running towards the school. I pull out my phone and dial his number. I place it to my ear and stop hiding behind a dumpster.

"Sloan thank God you called are you okay? Why havent you returned any of my messages?" He asks quickly into his phone, I sob loudly unable to speak propperly. "Where are you?"

"D-Dean come pick me up...Im at 45th street." I stutter holding my stomach, I need to tell him and all I want to do is hold him and pretend all of this is going away.

"Okay I will be right there Im just around the corner." I hang up withough him saying anything else and look down to my stomach holding it tightly, this has ruined my life. I hear a honk and a car door slam, I sniff wiping away my blood tears so he doesnt freak out. I hold my stomach and walk out with my head down coming towards him. I make it to him and look up into his eyes and he is only staring at my stomach that is pushing through my gym shirt, I dont have the money to buy maternity clothes. "Y-youre pregnant?" He asks me his eyes flicker up to mine and I can see the anger and shock in his eyes, I dont care anymore, I let my tears fall and start sobbing again, the baby kicks me probably trying to comfort me but I cant, the baby is the reason why I am in this mess. But Dean does something shocking, he bends down and rubs my belly pulling up my shirt he places a firm kiss on my stomach, the baby rubs against his lips and Dean pulls away looking up into my eyes. "How far are you?" He asks me standing up he doesnt fix my shirt and he hugs me tightly.

"I-I dont know..." I sniff harshly one of his hands trails down to my stomach and he strokes it softly.

"Well who cares, I am so happy and excited! We are going to have a baby! Im going to be a dad!" He exclaims holding me tightly still.

"Your not mad?" I ask pulling away, I start pulling down my shirt when he stops me keeping it up to the very top of my belly, I have a dark line that goes up the center.

"No way! How can I be mad at the love of my life and future child?" He asks me holding my hands tightly. "Now are you okay? Why are your tears bleeding?" He asks me concerned now, he is going to be so mad and want to leave us once I tell him.

"Im a vampire...." I mutter, his grip on my hands loosen slightly and I slip them out of his hands and pull down my shirt adjusting it so it doesnt rise, I zip up my sweater and look away from his eyes.

"Your what? How is that possible?" He asks me confused, more anger in his voice now, I step away from him so he doesnt hit me or hurt the baby in anger. I shrug my shoulders and he turns away from me taking a deep breath before turning back. "It doesnt matter, I love you and nothing can change that, you are so beautiful and were having a baby its fine. We can talk more later, you have had a rough morning lets go get some McDonalds then go to school okay?" I nod still not looking up into his eyes, I am too ashamed I am a freak. He pulls me close to him so my stomach is tightly presses against his. He tilts my head up to his eyes and he gives me a soft smile just perfect for the moment. "I love you." He presses his lips firmly to mine and oh have I wanted to do that just so I felt like he loved me all this time. I kiss back and feel so much better, he wont leave us.

~Reality~

 "Sloan, what are you thinking about?" Dean asks me, he sounds so different than when we were younger.

"Just thinking about when I told you I was pregnant with Addie." I say letting the water run down my back and legs into the drain.

"That was one of the best days ever, I have many great days, when I met you, you told me you were pregnant with our first, second, third, and our wedding day." I snort. "Im not even done, then being their for all of their births, even with Addie, it was something to make us stronger." I sigh against his chest not wanting to move or live anymore, everything is too much work now.

"I dont think I can do this anymore, I am done with all the deaths and the hell on earth. I want to be done."

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Hey guys I thought it would be good to show her telling Dean about their first, wanted this moment to be kind of romantic when they told each other about their firsts. Comment and vote!!