Tell Me Why (A Jayy Von Monroe FanFic; BoTDF)

Chapter 32; "I'll Miss You."

Jayy's POV

My eyes were wide as she sang. Never had I heard her voice so angry, or so intent to hurt. She really wanted me to feel that. Worse yet, I knew what that line meant. I had half a thought of singing please stay, but I didn't. I just watched her nervously for a moment.

'She wouldn't...She wouldn't just leave. After all she's mad at you for hurting the fans, for leaving them. Why would she leave?' I relaxed.

But I didn't stay that way. I was worried, scared for the rest of the day in the back of my mind, just enough for me to try and mentally keep track of where she was when we would stop for gas or for any other reason.

But she never disappeared. She always came back, despite her strong anger that came off in waves when I was nearby. Always.

So by the time she told Dahvie she was just going to start sleeping on the couch, I wasn't even thinking about why or what could happen. After all, her reasoning made sense. (Everybody seemed to assume I couldn't hear then because of the music.) She wanted to go to the couch so she didn't accidentally snap on Dahvie or have to walk by my bunk and restrain herself from yelling more at me.

But sure enough.

The next morning I went out both to apologize and try to get her back into Dahvie's room where I knew she was safe.

She wasn't there. Neither was her stuff. And were moving.

My eyes flooded with tears. "N-No... She didn't... She wouldn't..." I tried to force myself to swallow down the lump in my throat. "I'll miss you..."