Loved You First (HARRY STYLES)

Part 21

Paige POV

I haven't heard from Harry for a month now, he stopped calling and texting. He's not even there waiting for me outside Sun's. I guess he finally give up and I know I'm a bitch for thinking he will wait till I'm ready. But whats to give up when we don't even have it in the first place. I love him and forever will love him but I guess the world is against it.

"Honey, lets go" Nigel said. Today we're having a photoshoot for our magazine cover with the ever famous Kate Anderson.

"Okayyy." I'm actually kinda excited to meet her.

The studio is ready when we arrived, but Kate is no where to be seen.

"Where is she?" I ask Nigel.

"Probably in the dressing room."

"Oh"

A girl came in with a rack of clothes followed by another holding boxes of what I think are shoes. Kate then entered wearing a denim shorts and blue tanktop. She is so pretty, how can Harry not fall for her. She greeted everyone with a smile, she seems nice.

"Oh Nigel what a surprise." She came to us giving Nigel a peck on the cheeks.

"You're still gorgeous as ever"

"I know right" Kate laughs, even her laugh is perfect. She turns to me and smile.

"This is Paige my assistant"

"Oh, I didn't know you need assistance, nice to meet you."

"The pleasure's mine" I said shyly. Being this close to her makes me realize how Harry and I differs. Kate has everything a guy could ask for. They would absolutely look good together. And they even dated before, I wonder why it didn't work. I'm jealous especially knowing I'm nothing compared to her.

After an hour Kate is ready. She's dressed like a goddess. A flowy white dress with gold details, she has a tiara on top of her perfectly curled hair.She's a walking perfection, if I'm a boy I'd be drooling by now. She poses for the camera like it comes within her naturally.

"Its a wrap, thanks Kitty." the photographer tells her.

"Can't wait to work with you again."

"Nigel, can you join me for lunch? Paige can come too." Kate said. I hope Nigel would say no, but instead we ended up sitting in a restaurant not so far from Sun's.

"Thank you for coming"

"No big deal, how are you?" Nigel asks her. Kate then looks at me.

"Oh don't worry dear, Paige is nothing like that"

"Good. Well, I'm okay as you can see but still hurting."

"Over Harry?" Nigel asks. We're feeling the same Kate, I say to myself.

"Yes, a little."

"What happen to you guys? I mean you seem to be a perfect match."

"He has someone else"

"So the rumors are true?" It is really awkward for them to be talking about this stuff infront of me, but a part of me is curious.

"I don't know, but who cares if its true or not I got what I want." She really is crazy, how could she almost kill herself on something she's not even sure of. Nigel's right, pure publicity stunt.

"You sure are naughty." Nigel half laugh.

"He deserves it, how could he dump me. No one messes with Kate Anderson" Kate said proudly.She's really full of herself.

Nigel didn't say a word until we're back in the office.

"Did you hear that?" Nigel blurted.

"Yep, pretty clear."

"She's a witch." And I laugh with him.

Trevor has been consistent when he said he's starting over. He's been courting me again, making me special just like before. When Harry was enjoying the company of other girls in Highschool Trevor was the one who's been there. He gave me strength, gave me a reason to smile and now he's here again when I'm broken trying to pick me piece by piece.

Tonight he's going to pick me up, we're having a date. We've been doing this for weeks now and I think I'm ready, ready to accept him back in my life.

"Your date's here girl" Jen said while peeking in my room.

"How do I look?" I ask her while twirling around. I'm wearing a white dress with a cute heart hole at the back. I let my hair down and applied minimal makeup after all its just Trevor.

"Gorgeous as always" Jen said pushing me out the door.

Trevor's there waiting for me in the living room.

"Wow"he says as he walks to me and kiss my cheek.

"Wow yourself"

"You never failed to take my breath away Paige"

"Like you can't breathe when you see me?"

"Exactly"

"Probably your just allergic to me." I joke

"You and your funny mouth" he laughs.

"Shall we?" He offers his arms. I'm moving on, I say to myself. Good job sweerheart, you deserve to be happy, my innerself added.

The restaurant is absolutely stunning. Golden ornaments hang on every corner. The food was mouthwatering. I'm so overwhelmed with how Trevor always makes me feel special. If only I could teach my heart, everything would be perfect.

"I'm happy you're here with me Paige"

"Me too." Well, I could not ask for more. I should take Harry out of the picture now and be contented with this prince charming infront of me.

"Angel, I know I've made mistakes, I was stupid and careless. I can't defend myself coz the damage has been done and there's no point of bringing it back but now I'm ready for this" His words were everything I wanted to hear from Harry but this is Trevor and he's the one here not Harry. All of the kindness he's shown me this past few weeks, I'm in no position to doubt his intention.

"Will you take me back?"

I smiled and nodded.This is it, I wanted to be happy to feel loved and needed and Trevor has an offer I'd be damn to refuse.

"Angel, I need you to say it"

"Yes." Trevor hugs me tightly spinning me around making me squeal. A part of me screams Harry, but I haven't heard from him and I couldn't wait for something I'm not even sure if its worth fighting for.