False Hope

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Divya's POV

I looked at Keira who was just a cute little doll. She looks closely alike to my mom. But she got Ian's honey brown eyes. I was thinking if it is true that I gave birth to this cute doll. I was feeling so proud to me her mom. She was just a little fairy with cute expression. Like she is very irritating. She didn't want to come out in the world yet. But she had to do that as things went out of our hands. I kissed on her forehead hugging her close to my heart. She whimpered in her sleep. I just have feed her and she is sleeping peacefully now.

" Sorry, Sweetheart. Mommy wasn't ready for that as well." I said to her.

I don't know why but to my surprise she smiled in her sleep. That literally stole my heart. I caressed her cheek softly. The nurse came to check us if we need anything. This woman is very kind, loving and caring. She is taking care of me all the time. Her name is Lyla. She helped me a lot these days. I am very grateful to her for everything that she has done for me and Keira these days.

" Lyla, where is my son? Can I go and see him for once?! I am literally dying to see him for once. Please?" I asked her and she kept looking at me for awhile.

" Sorry, ma'am. It's incubator and that room needs a bit privacy. You can understand ailing kids are there and they need more care and supervision than other patients. We can't allow you there. It's against our rules." She said. " I showed you his photo." She said.

" Yes, you did but it's not enough for me. I want to hold him want to hug him close to my heart like I am hugging my daughter. You know how excited I was for having twins!!! It's an amazing feeling. Even my cousin has twins. Have you seen her kids?" I asked her.

" Yeah, I have seen all of them. You really have a huge family who love you dearly. I must say that you are lucky to have a husband like Mr. Kingston. He is a perfect husband figure. He has that every quality to be one. He is a good father as well. The way he took care of Keira and you that shows actually how much you both mean to him actually. I know he loves you both more than anything else." She said.

" Oh, why Keiran is missing in this list?" I asked her.

" He is in incubator this why. He can't shower his love to him like he does to Keira, right? But still he loves him. His eyes shows that." She said.

" Lyla, when will Keiran get released from incubator?" I asked her. She sighed deeply.

" He was in a very critical stage. He is improving. No worries. He will recover soon and come back to you." She said and I sighed.

" I am waiting for that day eagerly. I want him here with us. I want both my Princess and Prince get showed with their parents' love." I said to her.

" They will. No worries. Now you should sleep for awhile. Give her to me. I will put her in the crib." She said extending her hands to take Keira. I nodded. She took Keira and made her sleep in the crib comfortably.

" Now you too sleep." She said and I nodded.

" Where is everyone? Are they outside?" I asked her.

" Yeah, they are outside. Do you need anything?! Should I call them?" She asked me. I shook my head.

" No, it's ok. Tell them to go home and take rest for awhile. I am fine anyways. They can go home and relax for awhile." I said to her and she nodded.

" I will surely tell them."she said to me. I nodded.

She went out of the cabin and I closed my eyes not before making sure that Keira was sleeping peacefully. I woke up when I heard Keira crying. I got up immediately though I was still feeling weak. My body wasn't responding properly. But I had to check why she was crying. I picked her up and she was not stopping at all. She might be hungry. I feed her and patted her back. She stopped crying and slept again. I chuckled. I was right when I said that my kids will have their father's nature. She is too cute. Way too cute. I kissed on her forehead and kept holding her close to my heart until she was slept for real. I found her sleeping peacefully holding my braid tightly in her baby hand. I chuckled. She whimpered irritatingly in her sleep. I decided to put her in the crib. May be she is more comfortable there. I just can't make her uncomfortable.

I put her in the crib and covered her body with the quilt. She found the comfort and leaned to the soft quilt. I chuckled and kissed on her forehead stroking her jet black hair softly. I stood up and was coming back but suddenly something caught my eyes and my eyes open widened at once. I found that purple butterfly sign on Keira's crib. I felt there is no ground beneath my feet. Is Keiran??! No!!!! That can't be happened. God can't be this cruel to me again and again. I leaned on the wall to have support to stand still. I kept looking at the sign blankly for awhile as tears started to pooling my eyes. I dragged myself outside though it wasn't easy for me to walk properly. Still I had to do that. I needed to know the truth. It's now or never. I opened the door and walked out of there. Every pair of eyes widened at once as they found me there. I sighed and looked at them. Their face was worried and sad.

" Babe!!" Ian was the first one to reach me. " Why have you come out?! You are not doing well." He said to me.

" Where is Keith? I want to meet him this instant." I said to him.

" Babe, he is in incubator. We can't go there." He said.

" What rubbish, Ian!!! You are Ian Kingston. You can do that. Take me to him. Please. I beg you. I will see him once. Then I will come back." I said.

" Babe, we will go and meet him. But not now. Later." He said.

" I am listening that from past 3 days. Can you understand a mother's feelings? I want to see him." I said to him. He nodded sadly wiping my tears. His eyes were teary as well. " Is he doing well?" I asked him. He nodded closing his eyes. I sighed.

" You are a bad liar, Ian." I said and his eyes open widened.

" What lies?" He asked me.

" If he is doing well then what is that purple butterfly sign doing on Keira's crib?" I asked him and he is like getting deep shock. He looked around. " Answer me, Ian. Does it make any sense?" I asked him. " Stop giving me false hope." I said to him breaking down this time and he pulled me in his embrace.

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