Chapter 7: Logan

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Song: GMF by John Grant

Tw: Mentions of past physical violence, the word psychopath used as an insult, underage smoking

The inherent homoeroticism of having a rival is strong in this one

You could probably say I'm difficult
I probably talk too much I am not who you think I am

I am quite angry which I barely can conceal

Schedules! Schedules are great! At least that's what Logan thinks. He organized most of his life nowadays after schedules. It made it easier for him to live if he had something he knew it wasn't pointless but just another check point in a day full of missions. When his schedule was changed or disturbed things inside of him easily stirred up. There was only one person who was allowed to disturb him while he was working. 

Virgil's sudden appearance hadn't interfered with his routines it just meant one more (very) tired person to wake up in the morning. It was actually a little jarring to see his bed being empty on the quite chilly Wednesday morning. Then came the annoyance of turning his head upwards and being meet with Dee blowing a kiss to him with the most spiteful smile on his face. 

Actually annoyance was a way too soft word to use to describe what Logan felt when he saw him. So was dislikeness. So was hate. 

Hate. Patton would describe it as seeing someone hurt an animal without a reason. Roman saw it as looking at himself in the mirror. Logan associated it with bloody fists and seeing his sniveling and bruised face. That's why whenever he felt it he did his best to push it away. It was also another reason not like Dee because he felt it every time he saw him. 

Anyway he begun his normal routine of self care that would optimize his health. Then it took him about 5 minutes of extreme indecisiveness before he picked a dark navy bowtie over suspenders. Since Roman had started ranting about fashion to him he now actually cared about how he looked and he had decided that he would be the most punk ass nerd ever. The old lip piercing and tattoo from back in the day certainly helped with that. So did his newly bought bracelets with spikes (which clashed with the friendship bracelet from Pat, Ro & Rem) and just as spiky grey boots. 

On his way out of the bathroom the short boy crashed into him.

"Good mo-orning logi bear" He yawned out while squinting up at him. 

"Good morning. Was your sleep adequate?" Pat nodded. "Have you misplaced your glasses again?" He asked when he noticed the quite important accessory was gone. 

"No. I waas just in a rush. This comes f-first" He explained waving his binder around.

"Well then apologies. Just don't walk into anything"

"I'm not-t completely blind!" He argued right as he walked into the door. He chuckled a little before closing it. 

Then there was the two of them alone. "Oh hello Logi bear" Dee mocked still laying in his boyfriend's bed. He had been skipping school a lot lately so maybe it was what he was going to do today too. 

"Interesting. The birds right now sounds like the annoying dribble commonly known as Decan's words. Nature sure is astonishing"

"You're just jealous"

"Of what? The brain capacity you don't have" He walked up to him leaning upwards so they were staring at each other. 

Dee smiled smugly at him "Of actually being liked and having empathy. So not being a psychopath"

"Last time I checked I had not been diagnosed by that personality disorder but I have been diagnosed with a brain so I do understand that you are just trying to...Now what is the term ruffle my feathers"

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