Song: Aesthetic? (More like Ass-pathetic) By Panucci's pizza
I'm like Logan with the way I know a bunch of useless facts so here's one because I won't have any reason to say it anyway: Because of genetics and stuff like that if a twin has an eating disorder the other twin has a 50% higher chance to get one as well. Now onto the regularly scheduled shitty writing.
It was a calm Wednesday, so far at-least. Virgil was humming to himself as he wrote a few notes down in his notebook before going back to playing on his bass. He was sitting in the middle of the floor because at the end of the day he was too tired to care what was and wasn't a chair. The whole world is his chair. He was pretty sure Logan and Patton was having a sleepover so he had the entire day to himself. He was enjoying the shit out of it.
The door opened quietly like the person was even unsure if they should walk in. Roman took a few steps into the room dragging the sleeves of white jacket down repeatedly while biting his lip.
"Sup space pants. Get it? Cause your ass is out of this world. Want to hear something I've been working on?" Virgil wondered motioning towards the bass. When all he got as a response was the other staring down into the floor he continued "Sorry. I took the space thing from Remy, didn't think it would make you uncomfortable"
He put the bass down standing up. "Hey are you okay?" He had a worried tone as he reached out to take his boyfriend's hand. Roman moved away keeping his hands close to his chest.
I wanna scoop out my cheeks, So you can't pinch them anymore
"Why was I not good enough for you?" Roman could feel his heart breaking just asking.
"What are you talking about Princey?"
I wanna add to my legs, And be as tall as the morgue
"Don't..don't pretend like you don't know. Just tell me what I did wrong. Tell me what left you so unsatisfied with me so after I never talk to you again I can at least have learnt something. Not like I'll let anyone close to my heart again but still I wouldn't want to go around and be such a mistake so you feel the need to be with someone else"
Virgil tilted his head in confusion and then the realization hit him and his expression changed into one of disbelief "Oh oh god no no I didn't no Rom-"
I want the fat in my arms to melt off my bones,And my stomach to fall out right onto the floor board
"How do you have enough patience to keep pretending like nothing happened" His eyes were puffy and red and on his cheeks tear streaks could be seen. He tangled his hands into his hair as if to try and hold onto something as he continued.
"It..it's not like you thi-"
Arms
"Is it how I look? Did you just want a better looking boyfriend? Am I to disgusting for you? Is that it? Am I just to much of a nuisance that you can't stand me anymore?" Roman asked taking a step back.
legs
"Is it because I'm ace? Did you want me to change into something I'm not?" He didn't even look at Virgil as he continued.
gut
"Am I too childish? Too naive? Are my interests just too annoying? Do you want me to shut up about them? I could have changed. You just had to tell me" There was a lump in his throat.
face
"Is everything about me jus..just wrong? Am I broken? am I just a broken person and you couldn't take it? Have I been talking to much about my problems? Were I not giving you breathing space? TELL ME! Tell me what is wrong with me!" He held his hands over his heart as he yelled the last words out.
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Sanders Sides School For The Troubled Youth
FanfictionVirgil Coen is forced to attend a school for troubled youth. There he meets 6 completely different strangers all of which share one thing. The secret of how they got there. The Roman part of the cover was made by xXCr-ativityxX