Sanders Sides School For The Troubled Youth

50 shades of Dee being an asshole

Song: Dancing with a stranger by Sam Smith & Normani

Tw: Emotional abuse, burn marks/scars, manipulation, substance abuse, underage smoking, sexual innuendos & imagined gore(NormalRemusthingsy'know), unsymp Dee (This text is Remus thoughts)

*Holds up normal canon Deceit* Baby-boy-baby-second-best-boy-baby                                    *Holds up Au!Deceit* Evil

Decan was fascinated by Remus from the very first day he joined the school. The first day which he spent yelling threats at anyone who dared speak to him and outright throwing a chair at Picani when he tried to touch him. Dee thought it was a shame when his brother joined 2 months later and helped him become less murderous.

Still every time he heard him mumble to himself as if he was speaking to ghosts or see him eat another thing that would probably kill normal humans he couldn't help but get more interested in him. It was like having his own personal zoo which only consisted of 1 animal.

The first time he actually tried to talk to Remus and not just watch him from afar was around a month after he came to the school. He had followed him into the woods. When he saw him hunch down and start digging around in the dirt he caught him off guard by half stating half asking.

"Burying something?"

"Your body if you don't get away from here" He growled in response.

"Sure. Remus was it not" He kept his hands clasped behind his back and started to circle around him. "Interesting name. Almost sounds like you were set up to fail from the start. I do wonder, is it lonely to be disliked by everyone?"

"I will take you apart piece by piece if you don't shut up now" Scaring people was literally the only way he knew to keep himself safe. "I'll stab you in the heart and then I will choke the life out of you and I hope you die a fire!"

All it took was the words die and fire stuck together and even if Dee tried to push it away the panic started to rush through his veins and behind his eyelids memories replayed like a broken tv stuck on replaying the same second of a show forever. The world seemed to spin and his lungs were filled with smoke as Decan was left with trembling hands and a throat burning up with feelings kept under lock and key. It didn't feel like he was in control of his own body as he sunk down on the ground and kept his hands over his eyes. Phantom pain went over the right part of his body. Suddenly his wrists were being held with a bit too much force.

"What did I do? Did I do something wrong? I always do. Is this the part where you hurt me? Why are you shaking? Do you have a disease? Will something shoot out of your stomach? Will your eyes bleed?" Remus rapidly shot questions at him not really knowing what else to do. "Ehm don't worry everything's alright?" He tried to remember what Roman said to calm him down.

Dee rested his head against the other's shoulder trying to breathe normally again as the questions continued. Remus let go of his wrists and backed away a little but not so much so Dee would fall down. He wasn't used to anyone but his twin giving him affection.

When he noticed the way the admittedly weird boy seemed to calm down he continued with. "Are you better now? Why did you freak out? Were you just overtaken by surprise at my sexiness? Does this happen often? What exactly is wrong with you? Wh-"

"Would you believe me if I said asking you that is exactly why I talked to you in the first place"

"You want a list. I've made a list. Things that are wrong with Remus Prince thought up by Remus Prince. 1. I'm a mistake. 2. I'm a bad person. 3. Nobody wants me. 4. I'm all alone and the only one I held onto has been forced away from me. 5. I have long since lost control of my life. 6"