Access Denied [J. JK FF : Completed✔]

20. Rugby Ball

I groan as the light hits my face. I slowly open my eyes to find myself in an unfamiliar room.

The pain in my right leg and sore scalp instantly remind me what all had gone down before I passed out.

Fuck I passed out at the wrong and right time at the same time.

Sounds messed up.

I try to sit up but as I'm trying that out, the door opens and reveals Minji.

She gasps but it's a happy gasp. She hops towards me, a comforting smile on her face but the scared girl act that I'm pulling up resists me from giving in to her comfort.

"I'm so glad you're up. I haven't gotten this scared ever while seeing someone wounded that bad."

I remain silent and try to back off by wincing and moving away from her, glazing my eyes with an intentional fear.

"You don't have to scared of me...I'm not into arms and ammunitions or something...but Jungkook did ask me to call him immediately once you're up..."

I widen my eyes at her last sentence and start to tremble intentionally. Seeing this, she takes my hands in her.

"He's not going to hurt you either and not obeying him has consequences. I'm sorry but you have to meet h-" before she ends, the door opens once again. This time showing Jungkook's face peering from the crack.

"I was just going to call you." She says to which he nods and enters. 

"Its going to be okay." She whispers before smiling comfortably and walks out.

I look away as Jungkook starts walking towards me. He still had his suit on, everything was the same except for the eyes. The eyes were back to normal, as in how they would normally be with me.

But this time, they are softer. They are holding pools of guilt and pain in them and he can't hide it from me when he's giving me those eyes. I choose to show that I haven't even noticed those emotions in his eyes. 

"Lyra..." I hear him say. I breath in deep and let it out as if I'm trying to not cry.

Crying is pretty easy when I think about certain things. Like my parents so I'm pretty good at that so I use it to my advantage because you should turn your weakness into your strength.

"Hate me but listen to me..." I hear his voice again, softer this time. He tries to take my hand in his but I pull my hand back.

"S- Stay aw- away fr- from me...I di- didn't- didn't do an- anything." I pant with tears threatening to fall.

"I- I know you didn't. I'm sorry- I'll tell you everything, I promise. But hear me out Lyra. I- I do love you-"

"One doesn't try to kill someone they love, J- Jungkook. I- I need t- to go. Wh- Where is m- my bag?" I look around to see it placed on a table next to bed. I pick it up and rummage through it get my phone out.

"If you want to go home, I ca- can drop you. J- Jin Hyung called me. I told him you're with me."

"N- No Jin c- can pick me up." I deny.

"Lyra please. I swear I have a good reason. I- I never wanted t- to do this. Please don't be sc- scared." He tries to hold me again, just to be pushed away.

"You shot me, you expect me t- to n- not be sc- scared o- of someone wh- who got me t- that cl- close to death?" I let the tears pour down like it's the end of the world, again.

I saw him taken a deep breath.

"I'll drop you no matter what you say." He suddenly say and takes the blanket covering me off.