Access Denied [J. JK FF : Completed✔]

37. Truth

We spend the two days going around, seeing things while we waited for a response from the agency, incase we have to go anywhere.

Which was really surprising to be honest, I thought we would be told to go to Netherlands, that very day but our two days is going to end today and there are no orders.

I guess, they wanted to give us a vacation anyway because we do solve most of the cases and we have been working on a long term one right now. I guess we do deserve it.

I've been worried sick about Jungkook for some reason. I don't know....when he said that he was scared that this might turn out the way it did for his father.

I don't know what happened to his father. There was nothing written about it. I'm curious but I know there is something else that is bugging me and I can't put my finger around it.

I sigh as I take a seat at the airplane beside Jin to go back.

I was told vacations are supposed to relieve stress, this did the opposite what the hell.

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As we get on the taxi we booked and start moving, I don't fail to notice the car that starts following us.

I luckily had my special contact lens on, as I looked behind to see who was in the car. They looked familiar.

Ah. Jungkook found us. Ofcourse it has to be his men.

They stop a little way when we stop infront ot our place. But they weren't far enough to not be seen.

Jin and I don't mind, in fact we choose to ignore them completely.

15 minutes later~

"No the sample actually didn't match any one's DNA from our criminal list-" Jin says before the door bell interrupted him.

I look at Jin with a mischievous smile and he nods back.

Oh time to do a double oscar winning acting.

However, I open the door to something unexpected.

When I open the door, it is Jungkook, like I had expected. What I didn't expect was to immediately be engulfed in a hug.

I don't hug back, I hold back while he squeezes the life out of me.

"Lyra...Lyra....you scared me to death!" I hear him say, his voice breaking a little.

And that, forced me to hug him back partially. I think I had gained this habit of comforting him when he was sad and now, when I realise it, I don't like it one bit.

He sniffles into my neck and clings to me like a child does to his or her mother while crying.

When he pulls away, his hands cup my face in a heart beat and before I know it, he faces me.

And I see it. I see red eyes, as if he has been crying for hours, I see dark circles and I see how dead he looks.

All this just in two days, what will he do when he gets to know that this was all an act? That I am not who he thinks I am. That the girl he loves, does not exist.

It manages to break my heart a tad bit but I again ignore it.

Love, connections- these are things found in fairytales. They don't exist, looking for them only hurts Haewon. This world is anything but beautiful, it took away everything you had. Your dreams, your family, your everything.

I remind myself of who I actually am now, mentally shake myself to my senses.

"Where were you? Do you know how scared I was? That something could have happened to you? You could have answered my calls or messages baby. What was wrong?" A tear slips from his eye and I'm shocked at the fact that he doesn't care that his men are behind him, Jin is here, his group members must have seen him cry in the part so that isn't a deal but the others are here.

Why does he have to be this weak? For Lyra? Someone he barely knows? This guy makes me question so much, I sound annoying in my own head now.

"We had to go for an emergency meet." I emotionlessly state. One could see how taken back he was by the sudden change in the tone of my voice. He had never seen me behave like this, ofcourse he would be Jungshook.

"Baby what's wrong? I couldn't- I couldn't even track where you were- why didn't you call back? Something?"

"We drove there."

"Baby, this isn't like you, tell me please!"

I bite my bottom lip and show him my glossy eyes.

"We're over Jungkook."

That's all it takes, and I practically see his world shatter in his eyes.

"W- What-" he looks like he will throw up. It's too much for him. The anxiety and stress is affecting him. It hurts to see him like this, this fact annoys me but I can't help it right now.

"Baby why? What have I done?" More tears make their way down his cheek and the same goes for me. I let my fake tears fall down too.

"You shouldn't have done it Kook- I didn't expect you to hurt me like this- was I not enough?" I cry along with him.

"Baby what are you talking about?" He holds me tightly, refusing to let go of me.

I forcefully push him away, the world around us is long forgotten and his eyes show his pain like a painting in the museum.

I go to my room and get the photographs that Jin had clicked that day.

"This is what I'm talking about Jungkook!" I shove them into his chest as back away. Jin holds me by my shoulder as I lean into him and shake like one does while crying.

Jungkook examines the photos before speaking.

"Baby please listen to me. These pictures, they are not what they look like!"

"Then what is it Jungkook!" I cry out as I face him again.

"This woman- that woman was H10, sh- she had broken into my room and was looking around. When I caught her- I had leaned forward to take off her mask, these angles make it look like that I swear!"

"And how so I believe you Jungkook?" I whimper.

"Because I have proof! Look, I- I have it in my phone-" he pulls his phone out and plays a video. You can see me come near that same cupboard and then moving away when Jungkook comes and then soon again, Jungkook is leaning in to take off my mask and you can hear the conversation.

Well, there is no way I can get out of this now.

"I'd never, never, never ever be able to do something like this. Trust me love, you are everything I've looked for. I can't even imagine hurting you like this. These tears that you just shed because of me, sting, a lot. They are like poison to my heart. I can't bear the thought of you being in pain. Please don't cry." At this point he is full on crying, not caring about anything.

"Re- Really? Do you really mean that?" I cry as he takes my hand and links our foreheads.

"Yes, yes Lyra...yes! I would never do such a thing to you." I can tell his breath on my face, I mean we wre literally standing with hand in hand, eyes closed and our foreheads touching.

"I love you Lyra, I really do and I'm so scared you losing you." We move a litte away and look at each other.

"I- I love you too Kook." I inhale sharply before he places his lips on mine, moving in for a kiss that could show that his words are nothing but the truth.

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