Access Denied [J. JK FF : Completed✔]

22. Flicker

It's been a week. Jungkook would often drop Minji here and she would come upstairs to check on me and the wound, while he stayed downstairs.

Everytime she would come, she would pass on the same request to me.

"He is waiting downstairs, he requested you to just look out the balcony and give him a little glimpse of you....but he said that you don't have to do it unless you're uncomfortable..."

Ofcourse I never showed up at the balcony. I need him to feel the emotional turmoil for a little bit. So I can see what he had thought of doing that night at the bar that he didn't tell Jin.

The door bell's ring pulls me out of my thoughts and grab the crutches. Hopping my way to door with them I open the door with Jin's wallet in my hand.

Eomma Jin had forgotten to take it to work today, despite me reminding him to take them. He had only left a while ago and no was supposed to visit right now, so I naturally assumed that it was him.

Which was a mistake on my part. Because as soon I opened the door, my guard had to put up.

"I knew I'd see you back-" I stop mid way when I see who it actually is.

"H- Hey..." Jungkook awkwardly says with flowers in his hand. He looks at the wallet in my hand and back at my face.

"I'm guessing you were expecting someone else...?" He asks softly.

I quickly move forward to close the door shut, but I give him enough time intentionally put his hand and leg through the door and push it open.

While he holds the door and pushes it open against my resistance, I lose my balance.

Stupid crutches.

I could easily do something and avoid falling in a way that would not disturb the wound but I couldn't because of Jungkook's presence.

I was on high alert but in that very moment I hear the flowers Jungkook had touch the floor and I feel Jungkook hook his arms under me and catch me before I fall and disturb the injury.

Nice.

I keep my eyes close to feign one of those clichè scenes where the hero saves his woman from falling. But in reality, here is the bad guy saving the person who is going to trouble him through all the times he would try to do something.

But he doesn't need to know that.

He pulls me and holds my body to give support as my crutches lay sprawled on the floor.

I slowly open my eyes and push a little against him chest to break free but not really.

I know he wouldn't let go. He cares too much to let this character of Lyra that he is presented with, be stupid.

"Le- Let me g- go!" I squeak, glazing my eyes with the fear I was showing him all this while.

"Lyra, you'll hurt yourself. Please." He softly says.

"No! I- I- I haven't do- done anything! Ju- Just let me go...please..." I cry out.

"I know you haven't baby...trust me, I won't hurt you. It's a request..." he says with glossy eyes.

"You- You liar! You said you loved me! Y- You lied!" I act as if I'm trying not to cry.

"I didn't baby, I didn't. Baby let me explain please..."

"Please leave, go away!" I breath hard while having my head down and eyes closed.

"Baby look at me." I hear his voice, now as strong as steel. I don't move a muscle, denying to do what he has asked me to do.

I feel his finger up my chin, pulling my face upwards to face his.

"Look in my eyes." The steel voice remains. It's the same voice he uses in the missions but a tad bit different. It had the same dominance and hardness to it but with a hit of emotion this time.

I look to my side, still denying his orders. I feel his hand cup my right cheek and push my face sideways and make me look directly into his eyes. I've never seen his eyes this close.

Yes, I had seen his eyes close but not at the distance we were at. He was peering down with a gaze that seemed like it could penetrate through walls of thick metal.

"Look into my eyes and tell it to my face if you don't see my love for you. My mouth can lie, my eyes can't Lyra and I know you can read them."

That's when I see a familiar flicker in his eyes and my world instantly starts to crumble before it's been torn down.

Panic finds it's way up my body and before I know it, my whole body seems to be on fire while it shakes violently. I duck my head down trying to gain control again.

You're dying.

No- I'm not.

Yes yo-

"Lyra? Lyra!" Jungkook's voice is muffled. My chest has tightened to the point where it hurts. My breath is rugged because I'm struggling to breathe. Tears prick the side of my eyes and I'm trying very very hard to control it. I'm hyperventilating, overheating and shaking. The world seems to swirl around in circles.

"Lyra what's wrong!" I hear Jungkook's desperate voice but it's still muffled. Breathing isn't helping and it's getting frustrating. My heart seems like it would jump out any moment now. I can feel my chest go up and down.

"Jin Hyung- there is something wrong with Lyra-" The muffled voice of Jungkook makes it's way to my ears.

If Jin is here, I know he would pin point what is wrong.

I feel a change in the body I'm leaning against.

"Lyra, breathe. You're okay, try to focus on breathing. I'm here with you." Jin's soothing but again, muffled voice echoes in my eyes. I give a slight nod before he helps me walk towards the bedroom slowly with his support.

He makes me sit on my bed with my legs up. He is still my by side, rubbing my arm whispering words that have helped me calm down in the past.

I hear his slide open the drawer next to my bed. He takes out the pill and pours me a glass of water. When he asks me to open my mouth, I shake my head.

"I- It mak- makes me sl- sleep. I- I don't l- like it J- Jin." I whisper.

"That's what its supposed to do, you're missing out on sleep as well because of that dang wound. But please come on." He pushes it.

(A/n : Keep in mind, this book is based in the future uwu)

Gulping the pill down, I lean on Jin again as he plays with my hair to soothe me. My breathing calms down a little but my body like always, changes to being freezing cold. To the point where my teeth start chattering.

Jin draps the blanket over me and starts rubbing my arms again. I open my eyes again to see Jungkook isn't here.

When my shaking is gone, but my body feels numb I hear Jin clearly again.

"Do you know what caused this?" He asks softly.

"His eyes..." I whisper, dreading the past few minutes that seem like eternity.

"Jin...the voice was back. I heard it again..." My voice cracks.

"We would send it away again. So is it time for Plan 2G4?" He asks.

I slowly nod before my eyes feel really heavy.

"I'll put it into action right away, you should sleep. It must have drained you." Before Jin finished his sentence, my eyes already closed and I found my self entering that deep sleep again that would normally last for half an hour or so....

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I told you there is ☕ to spill 😏

Hmph, history gonna be revealed in next chap, stay tuned uwu

- Sarisha💜🌈