Access Denied [J. JK FF : Completed✔]

24. Shake

That day, Jungkook left shortly with us not giving enough reaction. I had pretty much told Jin about the flicker in Jungkook's eyes that I hadn't see in anyone's eyes but mom's. Hence it was similar.

And today Jin and I were pretty confused with what to do next. We didn't expect him to openly reveal it even though he lied about the device.

Too bad we know your true intentions behind protecting that machine.

We decided to just go with flow and shed a lot of tears ugh.

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I knew Jungkook would visit again today, so I had taken this pill of tears before hand that was given to me by Minseok. How much can I naturally cry without a reason after all? The pill takes like an hour or so to activate so when I knew Jungkook was ready to get out, I had immediately taken it.

I'll give some reason to break down.

Need to be a broken girl. Something I hate. I hate showing that I'm weak.

When the door bell rang, I went and checked through the peep hole, trying to make the least sound possible.

And I chose to play a little game, I wasn't going to let him in that easily.

"Lyra I know you're inside, open the door come on."

No reply.

"Lyra!"

Nope.

"Lyra open the door. I know well enough that you're inside. Acting like you aren't isn't going to help."

Nah tada no no no.

"Okay fine, I guess I'll have to bust the door down. No problem. Move away it you're close to it."

There is the reaction I need.

"Lyra-" he stops when he sees me open the door slowly, looking down hence avoiding eye contact.

Looking down, I see a little dog, looking at me curiously. He looked like a little lion.

"That's Yeotan...he is Taehyung's dog originally but I thought we would use another company." I see him shrug from the corner of my eye.

I dog curiously comes in and encircles me. I smile a genuine soft smile to the little creature.

"Let's go to your bedroom and sit there, you'll be comfortable there hmm?"

I timidly nod before going to bed room with the crutches while he follows, when we reach my room, I see him put down a small bouquet of roses that I didn't notice him carrying.

He helps me put my right leg on the bed and takes a seat while looking around.

Noticing my laptop switched on and laying open on the bed with an excel sheet open, he asks, "You were working?"

I nod again, sitting there awkwardly.

"So, what's up?" He asks while laying down to which I shake my head as a no.

"Okay, what's wrong?" He gets up, clearly uncomfortable with the awkward atmosphere I had whipped up.

I again shake my head as no.

"Do you have a cold? Bad throat?"

Again, shaking my head I reply to him. He cups my face all of sudden and moves really close.

"Then why aren't you speaking?"

I lightly frown at him before shattering the eye contact by facing another direction. He however, is dead set on knowing so he turns my face back to him.

"Is it because of the truth about me?"

I give him a blank expression.

"I- I don't k- know..." I stutter.

Oh here it comes.

I could feel my body steer up, at the verge of shaking.

"Baby, I didn't tell you the truth to scare you or force you to stay, but to show you that I do want to be with you, enough to be telling you something I'm not supposed to give away. Please understand that what I did, couldn't be helped and I'm sorry for it but we can't stay in the past. We have to move on and I just want to gain your trust back again. I want you to trust me, atleast enough to let me show you that I do love you. I'm still the same Jungkook you know about..."

And with that, he seals his lips with mine. I had my breathe sucked in all this while, and I don't dare move a muscle when he puts his lips on mine. I stay there frozen, refusing to move.

But my stuff posture is lost when I feel something jump on my lap, making me gasp. That something was the one and only Yeotan, of course. Jungkook is one heck of a player.

He instantly took that gasp as his lucky chance to shove his tongue into my mouth. Trying to put up a fight with my tongue for dominance wasn't really working out for him though, I wasn't even trying to move my tongue.

But this was the perfect time to break down.

So I immediately let go of the chains on my emotions and let the faucets of my eyes turn on.

Drip Drip.

One by one, the tears cascade down my face until it's a stream of them flowing downwards. When Jungkook realises what the moisture touching his hand that was cupping my face is, he immediately pulls away, breathless.

Sobs spill out from the mouth as I try to get air into my lungs as well.

"Lyra? What's wrong? Are you hurt? Did I hurt you? Baby tell me what happened!"

I slightly bend and cover my face with hands, lips trembling and body shaking.

"What is wrong? Lyra!"

His questions get no answers as I continue crying.

Sheesh, that stuff is strong.

Due to the pill, I can't find myself stopping the tears so I just let it be. I continue crying as he goes on asking me what's wrong.

At the end, giving up, he just sticks to hugging me by my side and rubbing my arm soothingly.

"It- Its j- just- just s- so muc- much t- to- to take in...I can- can't- can't do it anymore!" I continue crying, thinking of things that may overwhelm an average or normal person unlike me.

He hums softly.

"Its alright, tell me what's wrong?"

I shake my head again.

"That's enough head shaking for today, come on spill."

"It- Its- Its so overwhelming that- that-"

I take a little time for sobbing, and then continue.

"That- all of- of a sudden- the man I- like- suddenly shoots a- at me, tries t- to mak- make me own up to something I'm- I'm not involved in- I- I- Ugh! Suddenly the s-sweet boy tu- turns into a sca- scary maf- Mafia and I- its lik- like I'm burd- burdening Jin-"

20 Seconds later.

For a sobbing break of course!

"I can- can't even help hi- him at t- the of- office, he i- is do- doing ever- everything alone- it mak- makes me s- so guilty-"

I don't continue after that when I see guilt flash through his eyes.

I hit the right spot. And that very moment I could say, I pretty much have cracked how to play with his emotions which is a big advantage for me.

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