Access Denied [J. JK FF : Completed✔]

50. Love

"Well...good thing, all I care about is being with you" I grin and put my hand on the side of face to caressed it.

"It might get scary but maybe that's what makes us special, maybe that's what makes you special. And no matter what happens, know that I don't lie when I say, I love you. And the world infront of us, is the witness." Giving, him a quick peck on his forehead and wipe away his tears.

I can't bear the thought of breaking your heart anymore.

He laces his fingers with me and passes down a soft smile at me. We sit at the balcony for a while until he decides to swoop me off my feet out of the blue.

He gives out a pure hearted laugh while I shriek before he was literally spinning around with me in his arms.

"Jungkook- You'll get dizzy and we would fall- STOp-"

This situation was so unknown to me. I've never experienced anything like this, ever. It makes me cling to him because I'm not sure we would not be on the floor because of how he is spinning around.

When I feel his body come to a stop, I slowly look up to see him panting and walking towards his bed. He is a little sweaty but a grin seems to have plastered itself on his face.

He looks like a sunflower in the sun, all bright and happy. And it makes me want to be his sun.

He lays me down and starts moving away but my hands pull him back, with enough force to make him basically fall on top of me.

He gives a 'Oh I see you' kind of smile and brings the rest of his body to shadow mine. Resting both my palms at the sides of his face, I reach up to kiss his lips.

"How do you always look this angelic? I'm jealous." I whisper while grinning into the kiss.

"Have you even looked into a mirror?"

His response makes my heart flutter and my stomach starts to do full on somersaults.

Jungkook, what are you doing to me?

"This face of yours...these curves...that heart of yours...everything about you is so beautiful baby..." he whispers while grazing his lips across my neck and drifting southwards towards my bust, giving me goosebumps.

Placing a soft kiss at the side of my neck, he looks back up to see my eyes swallow his existence.

There is this overwhelming feeling that takes over and for this one time, the urge to give into the desires are too strong for me to defeat. It completely overpowers my conscience and I instantly want to let go. I want to let go of myself, I want to forget who I am. I want to forget what's right and what's wrong.

I want to commit this sin. I want to utter words that won't regret right now but later.

I want to forget that we would never have a happy ending.

"Jungkook...make love to me..." it comes out as barely as a whisper. I, for a second wonder if he could ever hear me.

I see his eyes that are sparkling, they are curiously staring into mine, searching for a hint of doubt. The failure to find any dawns upon him which makes him he gulp and nod.

"What is it? If you're not ready...we can save it for late-" I am cut off by his lips attaching themselves to mine.