Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙪𝙚

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"Congratulations Y/N the sales of our company increased!" Wendy said with excitement.

"The company's hard work paid off."

"Let's celebrate after work."

I nodded in agreement.

Wendy was my best friend for 6 years. After we graduated with the same course, we work under the same company, my dad's company [i]

Wendy announced to the employees that we'll be celebrating for the company's achievement.

She booked as VIP room for us. Of Course everyone is excited especially that were gonna celebrate in one of the exclusive bars of Seoul

The music of the club is really loud. It even got louder when we went inside.

I invited everyone who's working in dad's company some of them declined due to personal reasons but nevertheless there were still many emoployees inside the VIP room.

People gathered at the dance floor to have fun. While few were either at the bar counter or the couches to enjoy the drinks.

I remain seated on my chair and sipped some wine. Before even coming here my mind was settled that I should not drink too much, I know there'll be consequences if I do so.

"Come on Y/N!" Wendy shouted.

I looked at her and gave her a thumbs up with a grin to let her know that I'm fine. Some of my employees interacted with me. I excused my self in the middle of a conversation when I felt the urge to use the restroom.

After doing my business I washed my hands on the faucet and brushed my hair with my fingers afterwards I exited the restroom.

The fun and excitement slowly faded as I saw someone familiar, didn't expect that I would see him even though there's like hundreds of people inside this bar and tons of places to have fun

I should've at least ignore them, but the sudden pain that I felt changed my mood.

My emotions will never get tired of killing me. My expectations always disappoints me. And people will always do something that'll make you feel insecure.

I went back to where the VIP room. Even though I try to distract and forcing myself to have fun I just couldn't.

As much as I want to stay and enjoy the night my mind won't let me. Without a word I left the place and went home.

I was quietly washing the dishes when I heard someone slammed the door.

My husband's back.

I went to the living room to check on them only to see him doing disturbing actions with his secretary. I sighed at their reckless behaviour.

They're probably too drunk to even notice that I'm here.

It's not like new to me, but I'm not naive. I still have feelings.

I cannot bare to watch so I went back to the kitchen and resumed what I was doing earlier.

I heard louder noises and muffled screams in the living room.

I can't take it anymore. I slammed the plate I was washing and angrily go upstairs, in my room.

Instead of overthinking I chose to open my laptop and instead finish my works. I'm kind of workaholic and would rather stay in one room to finish all the given errands.

Even though I don't want to leave my room I forced myself because I need to at least fill my stomach with food.

Seeing my husband cuddle someone is not new yet still hurts my ego. I know the rules of arranged marriages. I don't even want to think of how I get into this situation.

I went to the kitchen to prepare myself a sandwich.

While I was cutting the tomatoes I heard footsteps. I saw Minhi in my peripheral vision. She poured water on her glass and drank on it.

She falsely coughed before glancing at me.

"Still not tired Y/N? Can't you see your husband's tired of you. You can't even satisfy him." She snickered. "Why did he even choose to marry you?"

I clenched my fist trying not to strangle this woman to death.

"You don't know the story Minhi, so I suggest not to just judge what you see."

She rolled her eyes and raise her eyebrow.

"If there's a way I could untangle myself from Jungkook I would be glad to do it. But then reality sucks." I added.

I left her with my sandwich. She's Jungkook significant other, we seldom talk as we don't want to have any dramas but whenever she had a chance to tell me how worthless I am from choosing to marry Jungkook she would do it.

She started out as his secretary but eventually became his girlfriend or if that's what their relationship is called.

I saw him standing at the kitchen's entrance.

Looking darkly at me. The hell is his problem?

Now I came to the point were I'm regretting why I didn't fight for my freedom.