Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙮

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This past few months our routine were the same. I'll be puking early in the morning while Jungkook's beside me holding my hand panicking, check ups for the baby, spending most of my time watching series, planting, cooking and sleeping while Jungkook's at work. We eat dinner together and he'll sing me to sleep.

My baby bump is also quite evident now, most times I'm wearing a dress since I'm afraid to wear pants or shorts.

Last week we visited Mrs. Choi again for another check up and this time we found out our baby's gender!

"It's a girl! Congratulations!"

That day nothing could falter my happiness. We also did shopping. I was seating at the shop's couch while Jungkook did the shopping. From time to time he would show me the items and it's either I agree or not buying it.

His mom and dad visited us yesterday. Mrs. Jeon was teary while caressing my baby bump. She couldn't believe that she'll be a grandmother now. Of course I understand why, I mean I we were already married fo four years.

Jungkook also confessed his actions. They were furious and Mr. Jeon almost break our coffee table from slamming.

"I feel sorry for Minhi, sh loved tbhe wrong person and lost her child." Mrs Jeon uttered.

We where explaining things to them so they would understand our side. I was also scolded by them of why I didn't told them of what's happening for years. I only gave them a smile because even I is clueless of the reason why I didn't let go.

Mrs. Jeon can sense that I was already tired so they bid their goodbyes, even though it was short, the time we spent with his parents was totally a stress reliever.

Today it's another normal day, Jungkook's busy with his work today and because I was bored, I went to our room and decided to do a little make over for our little girl's corner.

Taking out the tools, wallpapers, that I need I started my work. I assembled the crib and chest cabinet followed by putting a fur rag underneath the crib.

After that I took out every baby clothes from the shopping bags and carefully folded it before placing inside  the chest cabinet.

I placed the baby bottle in a baby bottle sterilizer, I placed a perfect sized cushion and pillows inside the crib.

Instead of feeling tired, I felt satisfied and giddy. I'm almost done the only thing I need to do is vacuuming the floor and puttibg back tha tools I used to it's proper places.

My baby's crib is just inside our room, Jungkook suggested to have an actual room for our baby but I'm worried about the possible accidents that may happen if she's out of our sight.

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6 P.M when Jungkook arrived from work we settled in our dining table and enjoyed dinner afterwards he helped me wash the dishes.

We sat on our living room's couch and enjoyed the movie that we were watching.

"Do you have any ideas for our baby's name?" I asked.

"Jin-Ae. Means truth, love and treasure."

I mouth pursed and piched his ear softly. "Have you been spending your time on google?"

He smiled before leaning on me. "You're too heavy." I whined but he ignored it, instead he wrapped his arm on my shoulder.

"I couldn't believe that we're still holding unto each other after experiencing a lot."

I faced Jungkook and saw his mouth half opened, I chuckled and playfully slapped his cheek.

"You're one of a kind" He said before placing a soft kiss on my nose.

The challenges I've faced and have been facing taught me a lesson and with those I became wiser.

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