Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣

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While at work I couldn't really concentrate because of everything that has happend this past few weeks.

It just won't sink in. There are times that Wendy calls me 'crazy' because I'm smiling for no reason... Well that's what she thought.

She has no clue about me and Jungkook.

I went to the restroom to freshen up a bit and wanted to splashed my face with water so I could bring myself to reality.

As I went in there were 2 girls who is redoing their make ups but suddenly stopped when they saw me.

I didn't mind them and instead did my business.

I was about to take out some tissues when 1 of them spoke up.

"Hi, I know you don't know me but if you wouldn't mind, I would like to ask what's your relationship with umm Jungkook." She said, her friend scolded her but I can feel that she's also curious.

"Huh?" I stretched a fake smile. "Ms my relationship with Jungkook is non of your concerns."

The bathroom was then filled with silence until my words was finally sunk in their heads.

"C-come again?"

The other woman smirked "then what if I tell you that Jungkook's cheating on you? I heard you are his wife." I know that already ms.

"Saw him last time with Minhi, they were eating in a fancy restaurant." The other one said.

"Ms. I recommend not meddling with others' businesses."

I'm not gonna strain my energy talking with those imbeciles so after my last sentence I exited the restroom.

While walking my way to my table I was contemplating of what happend earlier.

I don't want to jump to conclusions and hate Jungkook just because of the words I heard. I still need to hear it from Jungkook.

I feel uncomfortable as I seat in my chair. I thought going to the bathroom will freshen me up and would clear my mind from daydreams. It looks like it worsened how I feel.

I opened my laptop so I could finally start my work even though I feel ill.

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I went home and Jungkook is still at work.

As I closed the door I let out a sigh and let my body fall at the sofa.

I am very tired, emotionally and physically. My life has too much drama. My father doesn't trust me that I can live my own life, I was married to Jungkook, he has relationship with his secretary for 2 years and after 4 years he confessed that he love me.

And now, I heard rumors about Jungkook and Minhi. But what's really wrong with Jungkook dining with Minnie? I mean there's nothing wrong with that what if they were just discussing some important matters that needed to be resolved. People and their judgemental minds. Psh.

I felt my phone vibrating so I searched for it.

Jungkook calling~~

"Hello?" I said as I answered the call.

[Hey hon work time is almost over want to have dinner at some restaurant?]

"Sure."

[Okay, see you.]

"Bye."

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Our short conversation ended and I went back to doing nothing again.

I wanted to relax even just for a few moments and this 'doing-nothing' thing would be a great help.

More of few minutes inhaling and exhaling my breath before I took a quick shower and fixed myself.

I took my shoulder bag and some valuable things before I closed the door of our house and proceeded to go to the restaurant were me and Jungkook will be eating.

As I enter the restaurant the waiter accomodates me, they said Jungkook already had a reservation.

He haven't arrived yet so I took my time to wander my eyes through my surroundings.

There were families, couples and groups who were enjoying their stay and as my eyes stared at the food they were eating my stomach began to grumble.

"Hey." I was startled by his deep voice not expecting that eh would come sooner because of the traffic.

"Hi."

"Did I wait you too long?"

"Oh no, the view entertained me so I wasn't really bored for waiting."

"That's good I already ordered our food and it'll come any time soon."

I nodded and he finally sat on his chair.

"Christmas is almost near, I'll be spending my Christmas with my parents."

"Sure." He smiled and became interested with the topic I started. "What about we go to Busan and have my parents join us too."

My eyes grew wider. I can't believe that I would be spending my Christmas together with Jungkook's parents, we actually don't have time to communicate and interact with each other so I'm kind of nervous of what will happen.

"Okay, I'm sure we'll enjoy it."

The food came and we started eating while having little talks, sharing some ideas and thoughts about random things.

I actually feel greatful and happy because never in my life I had thought of enjoying dinner with Jungkook and sharing some memorable experiences.

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