Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙚

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I was busy licking the ice-cream off the cone, eyes focused on where the sun is shining.

"Enjoying your ice cream?" Jimin asked.

I nodded in delight. I am longing for an ice cream, so when Jimin invited me to have some ice cream near our subdivision I didn't think twice and immediately agreed.

"Any places you want to go after this? "

"Hmmm park perhaps?"

He chuckled, brows were arched because of confusion and amazement.

"I don't actually know, but park is the fun yet relaxing place we could visit."

He nodded, "Alright."

I thought we were just going out for an ice cream, but

After we finished our ice creams we went to his car not wanting to waste time. While he drives I kept on talking and sharing my experiences and my feelings. I forgot all my problems and the things I am worried because of Jimin's presence.

It's very odd that I'm sharing my thoughts with this boy.

"I have a knock-knock joke." Jimin said with a cheerful smile.

"Really? Make sure that it can make my stomach hurt."

"Yeah? Knock knock."

"Who's there?"

"Interupting cow."

"Interup-"

"Moo!"

"What-"

"Moo!"

I was looking at him for a few seconds confused. Realization hit me and my expression change into disgust.

"I learned it from a cartoon movie." He said proudly.

"You should stop watching those, look what it did to you." I scoffed.

"But admit it, it's funny."

"No it wasn't."

He maneuvered the car towards the parking lot.

"Yes, it was."

I rolled my eyes and unclasped my seatbelt and opened the car's door. "You're lame."

"Hey! Well atleast I made..." He looked at his fingers and was wiggling it like he was calculating something, his eyes focused on me again. "Atleast I made 2 people laugh with that joke." He proudly smiled.

As response, I just shook my head. We walk towards the food stalls to buy some food first and walk straight towards the benches. While I was busy opening the snacks we bought, he was glancing side ways trying to find something thrilling to do.

"Let's fly a kite after we eat what we bought." He pointed the old man who has a bunch of kites that we can borrow.

"Sure."

To prevent us from getting bored we talked again about ourselves, we were almost done with our food when we were talking about our fears and favorites. Afterwards I threw the trash away while Jimin was busy paying the old man for the kite we rented.

He was good at controlling the kite, he offered me the string of the kite but I gently waved my hand as a no. I am contented by just staring and adoring at the sky where I can see Jimin's kite flying freely.

"Y/N..." my eyes shifted at him.

"Yeah?"

"If you're married to someone then why are you hanging out with me, why not him instead?" he has that innocent look while saying those.

"We were not really married because we love each other, it was all because of my father, he doesn't trust me enough that I could live my life without commiting mistakes. He was so overprotective and afraid that I might ruin it. I was kin do disappointed because he thinks I can do those nasties that my cousins do."

I glanced at Jimin and caught him staring at me with sadness in his eyes. "Don't worry, I'm fine." I said while smiling to assure him that I'm really fine. Even though I'm not.

I was more sad when my mom didn't object to my father's plan. How stupid is this idea? No scratch the question mark this. Is. A. Stupid. Idea.

I kind of not know Jungkook's side, we never had that deeo talks and discussion so how would I know? The only thing I know is that They made their only son marry me because it benefits both businesses.

My father hoped that me and Jungkook is developing so he can prove to me that marrying him isn't a bad thing and I won't regret his decision. Little did my poor father know that I was in pain for 4 years.

I felt Jimin being guilty that he opened up the topic but I didn't showed him how this topic made me feel sad and lonely again. Unable to speak what I really feel.

He returned the kite that we rented and asked me if I want to go feed the fishes in the pond. I agreed so I can divert the negative feelings.

He bought two fish foods, one for me and one for him. I sprinkled an average amount at the pond and slowly fishes came out. I was fascinated looking at school of fishes infront of me.

Jimin and I were laughing when I felt a strong gripped that made me flinch and startled. I turned to see who it was and to my surprise it was Jungkook! His face was calm but the aura is oozing with darkness.

"What the--" I said still surprised to see him here.

"Let's go home."

"Wait--" I hold his wrist trying to stop him.

Jimin suddenly touched my shoulders to keep me in place.

Jungkook raised his brow at Jimin. Afraid that we might cause chaos in here I let Jungkook have his way.

"It's fine Jimin I'll just text you if I'm home, sorry."

I pulled Jungkook, We were far from the pond but his expression never changed. Making me more nervous and confuse.

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