Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙚𝙣

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"You didn't even asked permission if it's okay to date other men!" Jungkook said with his furrowed brows.

After we got home he immediately attacked me with his loud voice and dark expression.

"Is it necessary?"

"Ofcourse! I'm your husband."

"The audacity..." I calmed myself before resuming. "I'm minding my own business Jungkook, so should you. I'm trying to be happy for god's sake! And when did you even treat me as your wife?!" He was dumb founded and silent, he's eyes showed that he is angry.

"Can you just please leave me alone! Stop ruining things and stop thinking that this fucking marriage is enough for you to forbid me to do those things. Stop being childish Jeon Jungkook!" I frustratedly marched going to my bed room.

I am emotionally and physically tired and Jungkook just made it worst. Can't he just stop ruining everything and making me stress out even just for a minute? I feel like I'm gonna past out any time soon because of how annoying he is.

I layed on my bed and closed my eyes trying to calm myself down, I massaged my forehead to ease the pain.

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To Jimin:

Thanks for today Jimin I really enjoyed it:) and I'm very sorry.
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Some minutes later I received a reply from Jimin.

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Jimin:

No, it's fine Y/N. Maybe we can hang out again some other time.
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I got up from my bed since I still need to get ready for our family dinner, just great. I don't want to ruin the mood while we're having dinner so I hope that no one would get into my nerves.

I heard a knock while I'm drying my hair. "It's open"

I saw Jungkook reflection in the mirror.
"I'll be waiting for you down stairs." he said coldy

"Okay."

He closes the door and I resumed on drying my hair.

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I was spacing out when the car stopped. The whole ride we were silent and didn't dare to open a topic. I was still upset so is Jungkook because of our argument earlier.

"Oh, Jinyoel your daughter's here!" My mom said as she ran towards me. I spread my arms to hug her.

"I miss you mom."

"I miss you too!" My mom faced Jungkook and hugged him as well.

"Come inside, the food might get cold." Mom held my hand and pulled me while Jungkook is at the back following us.

Our house didn't change at all, it's still the same since the day I left. I felt excitement at the thought of visiting my old bed room later. Jungkook grabbed my elbow and escorted me to the dining table. He pulled a chair for me the smile on my father's lips didn't escaped my eyes.

After we settled on the dining table we began to fill our plates and bowls with some food that my mother made. Jungkook placed some fried chicken and gimbap on my plate like a normal husband would do.

"How's your vacation in Nami Island?" My father said with a wide smile.

"It was fine and hectic. We enjoyed it." simple. I said.

"It's very nice to hear that you enjoyed your vacation." My mother said.

My father was talking with Jungkook about business and how he handles them, I kept silent while eating my dinner.

"I hope we'll get a grandchild for christmas," Mom said, She didn't even flinched when I glared at her. She knows why I'm married to this guy yet she's expecting a grandchild from us.

I looked at Jungkook to see his reaction but he has this playful smile on his lips. "I hope so too." The fuck he's saying? He turned to me and saw how fuming mad I was, his smile then faded. I shooked my head instead. Calm down he's just doing that to show your parents that everythings fine even though it's not.

"I'm full." I said as I placed my chopsticks beside the bowl.

I went upstairs where my old bedroom is located. I rotated the door knob and pushed the door, It's still has the same color, scent, and arrangement. I'm not surprised that my room was clean, mom likes to decorate and tidy up my room.

As I sat on my small and short bed I started to remeber good memories. If only I could still be happy, if only my dad didn't lost his job, if I did my best at school, maybe I wouldn't be experiencing this hellish life.

I heard my door being opened so I turned to see who it was. I remained silent as Jungkook closes the door and walked toward my bed, and sat beside me.

"Are you fine?" He asked.

"Yeah."

"Are you mad at me?"

"Ofcourse."

He sighed. "I'm sorry."

I remained silent. As if his sorry could change everything.

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