Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚

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Dad calling...

"Hello?"

[Hi, Y/N. Mr. Jeon informed me that you and Jungkook will be leaving tomorrow at 8 in the morning.] Dad sounds sad. I tried to smile even though he can't see it.

"Ah yes, Jungkook already told me about it."

[Oh alright that's good. Did you pack your things already?]

"Uhm not yet, I'm too busy writing reports right now but I'll be doing it later."

[Oh okay, call me if you need anything. Don't stress yourself love you.]

"Okay, bye."

I ended the call and I got out from my bed I walked to the bathroom so I can take a bath.

See my dad is kind and loving only that he is having trust issues after my cousin ruined his own life by using and selling drugs. I wanted to tell my dad that I am not my cousin...

Jungkook and Minhi is not yet here, guess they're eating at a fancy restaurant right now. Oh well atleast I got this house all to myself.

I took of all my garments before turning on the shower. While the water is cascading on my skin, several things are running on my mind.

Today is so stressful and depressing, but I'm getting used to it, no actually I AM used to it. I really wish that skies would give me even just one day to relax and enjoy myself.

I spred my body wash on my arms and legs and rinse it with water afterwards. I got out of the shower with my bathrobe and walked out of the bathroom.

I took out a pair of silk pajamas. After I change my clothes I dried my hair and brushed it soflty.

I was startled when I heard the door crashed. They're home.

I didn't mind the sounds I heard downstairs and instead took out one of the books I am reading and sat on the bed.

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It was already midnight but I'm not yet sleepy, insomnia. The place is already silent and I think they're done doing the nasty so maybe it's safe to go down

I decided to get myself a milk still hoping that it'll help me sleep peacefully taking too much sleeping pills would affect my health.

Without making any noise I walked going to the kitchen and made myself some hot milk to drink I sat in one of the chairs in our dining table with my milk and book.

I was in the middle of sipping my milk while my eyes on the book when Jungkook came in shirtless and only with his sweat pants.

I frowned when I saw him, I thought his already sleeping, I didn't greeted him though I remained silent. He went to the fridge to get himself a cold water.

I tried my best to ignore him and just focus on the book that I was reading but my eyes is betraying me. He faced me still drinking on his glass of water and leaned on the counter.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward for us. It was 3 in the morning and it's just the two of us in the kitchen. He's shirtless and I'm spacing out.

I don't like the atmosphere it feels like the awkwardness is choking me. We don't usually do long conversation because first of all I'm avoiding him and second he knows that I hate him.

I don't like being the antagonist and a hindrance to Minhi and Jungkook's relationship. It kinds of pisses me off whenever they treat me like I'm not existing, not that I wanted their attention. I just wanted a peace of mind and them to be considerate with their action especially if there's someone who's living under the same roof.

He's handsome I give him that but it disappoints me every time I think of his attitude.

"Ehem." I looked at him and was shocked when I saw him looking intently at me.

"H-hmm?"

"Why aren't you asleep yet?" His husky voice sent shivers down my spine.

"I-I can't, I made myself some milk to help m-me fall asleep."

He nodded at what I said. He puts down his glass and walks towards me.

My breath hitched when he brush his fingers on the side of my lips removing the stain that was made by the milk.

He patted my head and said "Sweet dreams." Before he goes upstairs towards his room.

I exhaled violently because of what he did. There are times that he is just weird.

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I heard a knock on my door, I looked at the clock beside my bed

5:45 A.M

I was irritated because someone woke me up from my deep slumber but then I remembered that we still have a flight to catch.

I stood up and went to the bathroom to take a quick shower. I only applied powder and liptin on my face before tying my hair into a pony tail.

I hanged my bag on my shoulders and pulled my luggage. Coincidentally when I close the door of my room Jungkook was also closing his door.

"You ready?" He asked while rubbing his head.

I hesitatly nodded. He helped me to carry my luggage.

I saw Minhi sitting on the sofa while applying lipstick. "Come on let's go babe."

I took my luggage from Jungkook and without glancing at them I exited the house.

Jungkook's body guard was waiting outside of the house so I decided to get inside the van.

"I'll help you Mrs. Jeon." The bodyguard said, taking my luggage.

"Thank you."

I sitted near the window and waited for them. After a few minutes Jungkook and Minhi finally entered the van.

The ride to Nami is quite long so I took the chance to get some sleep

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