Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙚𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙪𝙚

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"What the f uck where are the doctors?!" I hear Jungkook shouting while I'm struggling how to stay awake.

"Sir calm down." one of the nurses said as some of them helped me to lay on the hospital bed. Jungkook held my hand tighter when we entered the delivery room, the doctor then showed up and instructed the nurses about their protocols.

"breath in, breath out Mrs. Jeon, remain calm it'll help you deliver the baby successfully, injure the pain."

The doctor said and I nodded in fear and nervousness.

Like what the doctor said I injured the pain but, I'm struggling to remain calm as I'm worried of my baby's condition.

"The baby's head is already out! Almost there Mrs. Jeon."

I glanced at Jungkook, he ran his hand through his hair. our palms are now sweaty, since we entered the delivery room our hands never untangled. I continued giving pressure so the baby would fully come out. I actually couldn't hear anything, I gave more pressure to finally end my suffering. My baby's voice echoed inside the room as I lose my consciousness.

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The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was the white ceiling of the room. wait... what happened after the operation? where's my baby? where's everybody?

"Hey." I suddenly felt relieved when I heard my husband's voice.

"Where's Jin-Ae?" He smiled when I fired him the question.

"You want to see her?"

"Yes please."

He called the nurse, it was not long when the nurse arrived with a baby on her arms. She gave the baby to Jungkook, afterwards she left the room.

Jungkook lowered his body and carefully placed the baby on my waiting arms.

"Jin-Ae..." tears slowly formed as I looked at my daughter with tenderness and love. She"s so soft! Look at that cute nose, her small hands and feet, her small lips, her warm body in my arms was euphoric.

"Baby you're so beautiful." I whispered in her ear though she won't understand it yet.

Jungkook snaked his arms over my shoulder as he placed a soft kiss on my forehead and Jin-Ae's.

"Your mom and and dad actually visited but you were still asleep. They're staying in our house right now, I'll call them to inform them that you're already awake." Jungkook said.

The door opened revealing a nurse with a cart containing my meal, Jungkook helped her with setting up the plates. the nurse then left while Jungkook fed me.

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2 weeks after

"Yes baby you like that?" I already get used with using baby talk to Jin-Ae ever since we got home. The moment I first stepped inside the house with Jin-Ae in my arms, I immediately gave her a house tour.

It was actually hard to take care of her and at the same time doing chores, but everytime I look at her I feel some kind of fulfillment and pure joy. The days with my family was very fulfilling.

I'd wake up early in the morning to prepare our breakfast, Jungkook goes to work, me and Jin-Ae would have a mother and daughter bonding, by the time Jungkook gets home we would eat dinner, have movie marathon that we usually don't finish because Jungkook and Jin-Ae's already asleep because of exhaustion.

Today is Sunday and we're in my mother-in-law and father-in-law's house to have some barbecue party, my parents is also here. Mom and Mrs. Jeon was fond of Jin-Ae. I helped the maids to prepare the dishes at the long table as well as the drinks and chairs. I glance at Jungkook and saw him talking with my father and Mr. Jeon.

"Food's ready!" I said with a loud voice. their head automatically turned to me with a wide grin on their faces.

"Let me take care of Jin-Ae so you won't be struggling and you'll enjoy your meal." My mother said. I smiled at her and let her to take care of Jin-Ae.

Jungkook placed a stake on my plate and carefully sliced it while I place some rice on his plate. I began to eat mine when he finished slicing it. overall we really enjoyed our Sunday, we really need it after a stressful week.

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I was busy vacuuming the living room when I heard a car engine. I looked at wall clock and saw that it was still early for Jungkook to come home. The doors of our front door opened revealing Jungkook with his formal attire and suitcase.

"Hmm why are you so early?"

Without a word he walked towards me and sealed my lips with a deep kiss.

"I want to make love." He whispered. I punched his chest.

"You really left work to make love, really Jeon?"

He then smiled "I just figured that if I come home late I won't be having time to make love to you."

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6 years later

"Hyunwoo be careful!" Jungkook yelled as he help me unpack the things from the van. 

"Don't worry dad I'll keep her safe!" Jin-Ae  yelled back. 

It made me smile how our children is looking out for each other. Jin-Ae and Hyunwoo is really inseparable, they would do things together. I experienced a lot of hardships taking care of them while they grow up, so is Jungkook. Everything is worth it especially if I see those wode and lovely smiles in childrens' face.

I took out eight breads from the Tupperware and made a peanut butter, and Nutella sandwich. I slightly startled when I felt arms in my waist. I continued spreading the peanut butter though and didn't mind Jungkook sniffing my hair.

Today is Sunday and we decided to go to the beach for a little family bonding. I handed Jungkook one of the sandwiches and he began to eat it without moving his arms on my waist, so it was like I was feeding him.

"Are you happy?" he asked.

"Of course, this is all I wanted. My children, my husband this is already enough." I replied. "how bout you?"

"I'm more than happy, I'm totally regretting that I didn't chose this life with you in the first place." I could hear sadness in his voice his arms  tightened making me to playfully slap it. 

I looked at Hyunwoo who's guarding the sand castle from the wind and Jin-Ae who is trying to add more sand on the sides. Every time I think of our past I still couldn't believe that staying with him would give me this bittersweet life.

"Y/N." Jungkook called.

"Hmm?"

"I love you." 

I held his hands. "I love you too."

"I kinda wish we didn't start off with arrange marriage, but if this is the only way we could be destined with each other then I don't mind feeling pain as long as you're my happy ending." Jungkook whispered.

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🖇️| note⸙: Will still post a special chapter for Jungkook's POV