Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣

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I was expecting to be productive and relaxed today but then since the time that I woke up I was just lying on my bed, eyes is focused on the ceiling. I couldn't here anything except for the air conditioner that is turned on.

I couldn't even remember if I actually slept. My head and chest is continuously aching. I couldn't think straight. If there's a problem I usually find an idea or something that can solve it.

I want my life to be in a perfect shape, I always try to do things that will make my life normal like others.

I'm trying to be happy and optimistic but lately I'm failing.

I heard my cellphone ringing but Iw was too lazy and not in the mood to pick it up.

After a while of being silent and trying to recover from Jungkook's confession.

I tried my hardest to motivate and cheer myself up.

I finally decided to start my day and do things as usual.

I went to the bathroom to do my morning routine.

I wash my face, brushed my teeth and fixed my hair.

I also changed my clothes and went downstairs to prepare my breakfast.
I became nervous and anxious trying to think how will I interact with Jungkook now that I know how he feels about me.

I put some maple syrup on my french toast I also cooked one for Jungkook of course.

I started to eat my breakfast peacefully when Jungkook entered the kitchen we stared at each other for a few moments but then it ended when he went straight to the coffee maker.

I resumed eating my breakfast. Jungkook sat on the chair and looked at the remaining french toast that is on the plate.

"Uhm... Can I..." He didn't finished his sentence he pointed at the french toast and looked at me.

"Yeah, sure."

He nodded and picked the french toast up.

I am finished eating my breakfasts so I cleaned the dishes that I used.

I dried my hands using the towel that was hanging on the handle of the refrigerator and went to the living room to start cleaning.

I wiped the dust off the coffee table, the TV rack, and vases with a clean towel. I turned on the vacuum cleaner to clean the floor and used the feather duster to get rid of cob webs.

After cleaning I decided to take a bath and freshen up myself.

While showering I was thinking of things I can do today. I'm too lazy to go out so I'm thinking of something productive to do here at home.

I did everything, blow dried my hair, wear some comfy clothes.

I wanted to bake some cupcakes, it was last month since I have baked one.

While walking down the stairs I saw Jungkook sitting in the couch comfortably while changing the TV's channel with a remote.

I passed by him. I prepared the ingredients and utensils that I'll be using.

I mixed everything well, I make sure that I did the steps accordingly.

I was putting some icings on the cupcakes when Jungkook entered the kitchen, he went to the sink and tried to wash his face.

"You're pale." I said, he turned around and he shook his head.

Worried, I went near him and 0ut my palms on his forehead.

"You have a fever."

He sniffed and encircled his arms on my waist, placing his chin on my shoulder.

"Jungkook-ah you need to sit down so I could bring you the medicines you need."

He nods and quietly sat on the chair.

I went to the cabinets were I usally place some medicines and first aid kit.

After I make sure that he drank the water after swallowing the medicine I thought about calling Minnie.

"Would you want me to call Minhi for you?"

He looked at me coldly. "No."

"Alright, you should go to your room while I cook you some soup so you would feel better."

Without a word he weakly went to his bedroom.

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I make sure that everything is in the tray. Soup, water, spoon and one cupcake that I made earlier.

As I went inside his room, his manly scent filled my nostrils.

I thought it would be more like a girl's scent or what. You know... Because Minhi is sleeping with him here.

While I was walking to his bed I was contemplating if I should help him eat the soup I made or just leave the room after I put the tray on his bed-side table.

I sat on his bed, he adjust himself so he could comfortably lean on the back rest of his bed.

I held the spoon and scooped some soup. I fed him, he was too weak to even hold the spoon properly, I help him to drink his water and peal the paper off the cupcake.

I let him rest for a few minutes, when ai heared him burp I help him to lay on his bed.

"Please let me cuddle you." He said, sadness is evident on his voice.

I sighed and laid beside him. He's my husband anyway so I don't think it's a bad thing to cuddle.

I let myself relax and reminded myself that Jungkook is sick.

As soon as I faced him he hugged my waist and buried his face on my chest.

I let him that way until I was also drifted to sleep.

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