Disguised Feelings • 𝙟.𝙟𝙠 ✓

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮-𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙚

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Early in the morning I rushed rowards the bathroom when I felt the urge to puke. It's been already a month since I started having morning sickness however I'm still not used with it.

Last night I also puked when I smell something from the take outs that Jungkook bought. He was panicking when he entered the bathroom holding a glass of water.

I went towards the faucet to gargle before accepting the glass of water. He step closer to me caressing my back slowly and with tender.

"Are you ok?"

I nodded my head and dried my lips by wiping it off using the collar of my shirt. "Yeah, but I'm still not use with it. I'm expecting that being pregnant is hard but I think hard is an understatement."

"I'll cook breakfast then." Jungkooka anounced when he noticed that I'm too weak to move.

"No it's fine--"

Before I can even finish my sentence I was dumb founded when he suddenly carried me till we reached the kitchen. He carefully lets me sit on the chair before walking to the fridge to get some eggs and bacon.

I'm craving for rice. Somehow my body wants some carbohydrates thinking that if I eat plenty of rice I'll be having enough strenght. But I also realized that because of my condition I doubt that Jungkook would let me do any work. He's been treating me like a fragile plate that would break anytime if he wasn't careful.

He scheduled for an appointment with the obstretician. This time we'll know the gender and condition of our baby and the things I need for pregnancy.

When he placed the plate with bacons and eggs I'm surprised that it turns out good and edible. He also did the dishes telling me to take a bath instead because like what I said earlier we will be visiting an obstetrician.

I was already blow drying my hair when he arrived. He went towards me and carresed my hair, planted a soft kiss on my forehead before getting his towel and went straight to our bathroom.

I can't help but to smile until I finished grooming myself.

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Mrs. Choi, my doctor, applied a cold gel on my stomach. Jungkook was standing beside me helding my hand tightly as his eyes are focused on the monitor even though there's nothing to show yet.

Mrs. Choi did the process and while we were mesmerising our baby's image on the screen she was silent not wanting to interrupt.

I slighlty flinched when i felt something cold and wet on my knuckles. I dragged my eyes to Jungkook's face and saw a lone tear ran down his cheeks, he quickly wiped it with his hand and kissed my cheeks several times.

"Thank you..." He utters.

I was too overwhelmed to see Jungkook being emotional and at the same time our baby's image that is not yet too clear, that I couldn't even react. All I could do that time is to appreciate the scene at the same time be thankful that after all the pain and challenges I finally get to see my baby and have a loving husband.

After the check up Mrs. Choi gave me some tips and advice as well as foods that are healthy for the baby and the things I should avoid.

I felt famished and could really eat a restaurant's whole menu after that so we went to the nearest fast food.

When we finished eating we stayed for a while because I felt too heavy and weak to walk. I was busy eating the last bits of fries when I noticed that Jungkook's too focused on his cellphone.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

He glanced at me and smiled before staring again at his cellphone screen. He finished typing something before flipping his phone and showing me what he did.

'Milk, Crib, Clothes for winter, clothes for summer, clothes for usual days, baby bottle, diapers, blanket, mitten...'

My forehead creased when I realized that it was a long list of our baby's necessities. The little gesture he made warms my heart and I felt greatful that he is my child's father.

"You're too excited." I joked.

"Of course I already have two babies. That one in your womb," He pointed my stomach. "And you." Then pointed me with a wink.

I chuckled and pinched his left ear.

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We spent our afternoon roaming around the mall, watching cinema, staying at the food court and going to the pharmacy.

When we arrived in our home, I suddenly felt tired and I am not aware that we're already here.

Jungkook carefully carried me and pulled my bag up to his shoulders before walking towards our door. It was hard when he tried to open the locks but he successfully did it.

He was careful as he walks up stairs and places me on my bed. He took off my shoes and my coat before covering my body with a comforter.

My eyes were cosed and I felt his soft lips on my forehead.

"I'll ready dinner." I heard him whisper.

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