13 REASONS WHY

I want to stay

Diana POV - (She's Wonderful)

Franki hugs me right away when she looked up to me.

I did not expect her to do that. Actually I saw new things about her this morning. She made conversation, she thanks me, she made me laugh with her cutie potato expression and she smiled.

She embraced me like she badly needed me. It surprised me and made me happy. I never felt to be this kind of special, I know a lot of girls likes me but this is my first time to feel the same way. Yes I like her and I can never deny it.

And when I said I like her, I mean to stay with her. Our conversation about what player really means awhile ago made me realized that I really such a bad person leaving everyone once I no longer interested with them and also made me see how she really felt, kahit hindi niya sabihin, I know deep inside of her, she want someone who will stay no matter what happen. I read it through her eyes, her eyes wants someone who will stay with her. Even without knowing, I think someone left her behind the way her eyes almost cried out and somehow I realized that maybe, just maybe the reason why she avoiding me because she think that I will do the same.

She was wrong, I want to stay with her. What not to stay with this adorable person hugging me. I offered her my condo not only to cut her expenses with the rent and be with someone who can actually cooks real food but also I want her to be with me and I want her to know that I am here for her, someone who will never ever leave her.

"I'm sorry for pushing you so hard, I should be thankful for you trying to take care of me" you confessed, I feel so soft with all of these. You giving me heart attack, I never thought a heart attack can be good this way, I mean my heart is exploding with something. Eto ba yung pakiramdam ng kinikilig? Please can someone explain this to me?

"I will do it everyday if you like." you tighten your hug. I feel your body. It is really soft that I don't want to release anymore.

"I have something to show you." I said between our intimate hugs.

Pinunasan ko mga luha mo at kinuha yung mga gamit mo tsaka inalalayan sa pagpasok ng sasakyan ko.

We are so very quiet back then. She's blushing too, so I am.

This girl is really fascinating. She made me feel new things.

We reached my condo, I opened the front door and rose petals leads us in my verenda where I prepared a table surrounded by rose petals and candle light with two plate, another tuna steak and a wine.

Her expression is priceless. I can clearly see her wonderful face through the moon light with some sparks from street light. I pulled back the chair and make her sit. We don't need any more words, the way she look at me tells me everything same as mine.

"This is... " she started not trying to make a mistake with her words which she always do, she always accused me that this one is one of my trick to get a girl for the night.

But before she continue.. I speak myself up.

"I like you Franki, I mean it. Right her." I touched my heart. Coz I really do, she's the only woman who made my heart beats fast and slow at the same time.

She chuckled that made me confused and then showed me a genuine smile that made me melted.

"That was kinda lame line but I bet you do. I still can't believe it, what made you like me?"

How can I not like you when you keeps on smiling now. You don't have any idea what your smile can do with me. It drives me insane and make me smile more, I can't amd I don't want it to stop.

I grabbed your hand that made us both intense. This feeling is over flowing that even word can't explain.

I stood up, bow at you and asked you for a dance.

IF YOUR NOT THE ONE plays for our dance and It says it all I want to express to you.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

We intimately looked at to each other while dancing. Eyes can't lie, kahit ilang beses mo akong iturn down, iwasan at hindi pansinin, I know something in your eyes want me too.

I never know what the future brings,
But I know you are here with me now,
We'll make it through,

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

Your eyes can't lie too with the things that hurt you, I know there is something that caused you pain kaya ka nahihirapan mag open up sa isang tao, kaya you made a cold wall between us. I know my life is not perfect. But I want you to know that I wont let you face it alone.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand,

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

"I will stay with you, I want to stay with you." I whispered, enough for you to hear. I know you want someone to stay with you, I can read between lines when you said that girls I flirted needs me to stay. And it made it clear to me that I really want to stay with you, I am just scared to admit.

You kissed me right away.

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I felt from there that you are now accepting the fact that you also liked me. Action speaks louder than voice. I now believe on that.

'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right,

And though I can't be with you tonight,
You know my heart is by your side

A kiss that seems not to last, your exploring my lips again which I love the most. We both losing controls but before I touch your back to push in me, I asked your permission 1st. You smiled between our kiss and nod. You doing it again, kissing me from the top of my lips to the bottom. I never crave for a kiss before, but I do now. I don't want you to stop. Not now.

I cares your back and closed the little space we have and started to kiss you from your lips slowly to your neck. I heard you moan. That sound you made was incredible to my ears. I want you more but our kissed lasted after we heard a bell from my door. We both panting and smiling.

"I think its the tequila I requested." I said and you laughed.

"you made me hate the tequila now." I am surprised, you are now expressing yourself and it turned me on more. You are driving me crazy.

I get a quick kiss to your lips and run to my door to get the tequila.

I said my thank you for the delivery boy and I found you eating the steak now.

"How can you make yourself to be this sexy even just eating a steak." I reached you smirking with tequila on my hand.

You grabbed the glass and drink it.

"How can you make yourself to be this hot with your smirk." you smiled so amazing.

"I think it's a curse which made you think that I am player." I replied.

"It's a gift." you replied and drink another shot of tequila.