13 REASONS WHY

I'm not a bad person

Detective Decker POV

**one message receive**

--Congrats for the new case, I know you can do it, take care always okay, message me whenever you can. I miss you.

Dad. You never failed to encourage your only daughter. I know he wanted to have a son but unfortunately mom can only produce one child and it happens to be me. My dad is a soldier, and legacy must continue, I want him to be happy that's what made me end up being detective.

I love this job, giving justice, saving lives, protecting people and serve the whole country. This make me feel as a person though sometimes I still feel incomplete. Finding that very least reason to be complete is the hardest part for a human being. Sometimes it's hard to be contented with what you have and what you can give. There is some point in life that you will feel that there is still something you have that need to found and feel it to be complete.

**Mrs. Russell calling**

Nagmadali akong sagutin ang tawag. The most important client.

"Mrs. Russell, Good morning." magandang bungad ko sakanya habang naglalakad galing sa bahay ni Britt. I feel sad about Britt, alcohol problem, I know she need a guidance too and I will make sure to give her that someday.

"Good morning Detective, I uhh-- I want to thank you for giving another chance with my daughter case." Halata sa boses niya ang hope na kinakapitan niya para mahanap ang nawawalang anak niya.

I honestly say that Franki case is not easy to solve, but an interesting one. Madami ng sumuko sa case na ito pero dahil sobrang nacurious ako, I did take it. I want to know how is she after everything. She's the strong human being I eager to meet. Being killed 10 times emotionally, I am really amazed how did she manage to hold on.

32 out of my 89 cases na nahawakan ko, suicide ang result. Depression is a killer, it overcome love and that is the sad reality. Ending your life is not worth it, but for them, ending their life is like a token for their self to end the pain and that is the saddest reality.

Knowing some part of Franki's life, she overcome depression and pain, but why? where is she?

I want to know more about her, on how did she overcome the pain and faced everything on her own. I will definitely find her no matter what. She can inspire a lot of people and fight suicidal.

"I will make it sure that you will see her again Mrs. Russell." Pagsisigurado ko sakanya, I want her to hold tight with the hope she got.

"Thank you so much Detective." Her voice sounds like she cried last night. The softest person I ever met.

Clairen, Britt and Fionatit is the only lead I have. Clairen manager contacted me about her case and lead me to Franki case. I got the taped in her place and found a lot of pictures of Franki scattered in her closet, mostly of them was Franki sleeping above the  table with a book. Franki is her tutor for like a month and became a close friend. The girl she kissed and cared.

Looking at Clairen photo kissing Franki, hindi parin ako makapaniwala na ganito pala nagagawa ng selos, it can literally kill someone, not physical but emotional. Loving too much can really make you insane.

I'm now at Fionatit front door, her house seems like she came from a rich family.

Bago pa ako kumatok, bumukas na ang pinto. Bumungad sakin ang dalawang bag na dala niya.

I met her eyes, they are looking at you like attacking you for some reason, how did she get a perfect tan and super dark black hair, the shape of her face seems a mad barbie.

She's ... She's undeniable beautiful.

"How can I help you?"

Oh, she know how to speak. Huh? what the hell I am thinking. Of course she can. Her voice sounds like its attacking you too

"How did you manage to get a perfect tan?" I asked with shock.

"what?" she asked with a, oh no!! her cheeks seems so fluffy too.

what the heck Detected Decker. Kinakahiya kita self.

I can't believe it, I felt like I lost myself for a minute.

I cleared my throat and asked her again.

"Are you such in hurry?" tinignan ko ang dala niyang bag at bumalik sa mga mata niya. and I swear to Mother Nature, I can't stand the way she look. They are pretty mad. A knife that can slice your soul in a good way and bad way.

"I'm leaving for work, Do you need help?" she's confusing me with her confusion.

Omygawd Detective. Are you kidding me? self? stop being amazed by her. Stop thinking about her mad eyes, her tan skin, the super pretty dark hair, her fluffy cheeks, and the most special her fluffy lips too.

Asdfghj!

"Oh, yeah. I'm here to ask you some question regarding Clairen." at some point she became uneasy, like Clairen name is her weak spot. Yes, I need to get straight to the point.

"She's been missing for like 2 days and from my information she is..." she interrupted me by raising her hand. They both look tired, skinny and the vein in her hand is visible.

"Let's talked inside." she sounds intimidating even she seems like she know that I'm a detective. oh yeah, I forgot to introduce myself to her. How come I forgot about that part.

Fionatit entire house are full of pictures. Photographer indeed. Every wall has a theme, nature, buildings, vehicles, tradition and my Favorite part, the family picture. Even in picture her madness eyes are visible.

"I want to confess something Detective." I looked into her eyes, they became needy, scared and sorry. From having an attacking eyes, they became fragile. She's mad and scared at the same time.

"I met Clairen 2 days ago."