13 REASONS WHY

Juls (2)

Juls POV

I woke up peacefully, I saw your beautiful face next to me.

I still can't believe that you actually loved me more than a friend.

Its been a month but I still freshly remember the day you confessed.

-flashblack

Its late night, we are still in library. Inisa isa nating binalik yung mag librong ginamit natin for our project in science. We both decided to do it together.

Nasa hagdan ka habang inaabot ko yung mga libro. Nadulas sa kamay mo yung huling librong inabot ko kung san nataaman ako sa mukhang, sobrang sakit.

Bumaba ka kaagad sa hagdan to check me.

You hold my face carefully, I got flattered. Mas nananaig yung kaba ko sa paghawak mo sa mukha ko kaysa sa sakit na nararamdaman ko.

"are you okay?" worried mong tanong.

Then you realized how close we are. I saw how deep you took a breath. I felt the same electricity everytime you are so close to me like this. Everytime you touch me. You are the only person that makes me feel this way.

We both afraid to talk, I feel like we feel the same feelings. Confused, shocked and magical.

I guess you are braver than me. Nagsalita ka, habang ako nakafocus na ngayon sa lips mo.

"Its weird but I like the feeling, I can't control it anymore and I don't know how to tell you." you seems so confused but still brave to talk about it.

I don't know if you are talking about the same feelings I feel which I'm afraid to admit it too. I know how weird it is because we are in the same gender and young.

"I feel like.." you paused for a moment. I looked into your eyes, Our eyes met when you continued your statement.

"I like you." I saw how sincere you are when you said those words. And I'm in the middle of happiness and palpitation. I feel like a tiny bomb just exploded in my chest. And I don't know if I want to hug you or kiss you.

"You don't need to answer." you added.

"Its not even a question." I respond calmly. Trying to pick up my ownself from drowing in your confession.

You just smile, parang gumaan yung pakiramdam mo na finally you admitted something na nahihirapan kang sabihin.

"I hope it will not let you think less of me. Because..." I interrupted you. Bago kapa matakot sa sinabi mo sakin. Bago mo maisip na baka magbago tingin ko sayo dahil sa sinabi mo. This time I need to admit something too.

"I feel the same. The electricity coming from you, your eyes and your smile. I love everytime you are here with me."

I know you are shocked too, we both shocked and liked when you kissed me in the middle of my confession.

I kissed you back, this is my 1st kiss and I liked it. You are so soft. The whole you, it so soft, I feel it with our kiss.

"You are my 1st kiss." you said after breaking up with the kiss and you are blushing 😊

"same here" i respond and we both shared small laugh.

"masakit parin?" tanong mo sabay himas sa noo kong namumula.

"hindi na dahil sa halik mo." I tried not to be sound chessy but I failed. You smiled then steal one second kiss from me.

"to make sure na okay kana nga." you tried not to be sound chessy too but you failed. We both laughed again.