𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐲(𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐢𝐞)

✰Twenty Nine✰

                       2 weeks later
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All I've Been Doing For the past few days is laying in this stupid bed, I feel miserable. Not to mention i often hear Lauren screaming at the top of her lungs at Johnny, while Johnny would break down in tears.

Johnny would usually approach her and beg for forgiveness, but Lauren would tell him off. She'd usually then storm out of the kitchen while I was left to hear Johnnys soft sobs. He would sit there for hours right outside my door and cry. He'd call himself, worthless, stupid, a mess up, piece of trash, and many more things.

I've never seen this side of Johnny before, it honestly made me feel bad. I basically ruined there sibling bond. It's all my fault.

But at least there's only 4 days left till I leave, then I'll be gone for good. Also mentioning the fact that my back is finally better. I'm able to walk around with ease, but I'm still required to stay in bed 50% of the day...according to Lauren.

But currently I'm laying in bed while hearing Lauren scream at Johnny.

"Lauren please I'm sorry I won't do it again please!" Johnny cried.

"No! You don't deserve my forgiveness! You don't deserve anything!" Lauren screeched then walked out of the kitchen.

I knew deep inside that Lauren was missing him insanely, but according to her "he ruined her life" so she's not going to be nice anymore. My head then shot to the corner as the wooden door was swung open and then shut closed with force.

My eyes trail to see the dirty blonde boy sliding down the door. His head in his hands as he sobbed uncontrollably. He didn't realize I was here, and I don't think I wanted him too either. But of coarse I didn't want to see him sob in front of me, so I had no choice but to use my words.

"J-Johnny y-your in m-my room," I mutter quietly but just enough for him to hear.

His head shoots up and he looks at me directly. His blood shot eyes held so much pain. His perfectly set hair, was now messed up and dirty. His plump lips were no longer plump, as now they were soar of screaming. It's like his lips had deflated.

Without warning he stands up and makes his way to me. His hurt eyes turned into rage as they locked with my chocolate brown ones. He grabs my collar and slightly pulls me up from the bed.

"You!" He shouts. "You did this! You caused all of this!" Johnny barked in my face as he gritted his teeth.

"I-I'm sorry," I Say in a more pleading way, begging him not to hurt me.

He then inches my face closer to his by my collar, searching my eyes for any emotion. He then without warning drops me back onto the bed and stares at me.

"You don't understand," he says with tears filling his eyes. "It's torture! It's f****** torture with my sister not around," he flailed his arms around adding a dramatic effect to his statement.

"Everyone left me, mom and dad left to do there own work, they don't give a sh** About us kids. Maddie and Darian? They have they're own life now, they basically forgot they even had younger siblings. The only person left was Lauren, she was by my side all the time and I didn't realize how much I needed her until now. I realized how much of a jerk I was," he sighs "I don't deserve her,".

"Wow Johnny I didn't realize," I say softly.

"All these years I've been so afraid to become soft, so afraid to let people in my world because they might leave me," he says staring at the ground.

I couldn't bare to see someone suffer. I was always a weak one. Always feeling bad for anyone. This is why I'd usually get taken advantage of.

"I-I'm so sorry.....if you want I can talk to Lauren and maybe convince her to forgive you?" I ask hesitantly waiting for his answer.

His head shoots up in surprise. "You'd do that after everything I did?" He says with a slight smile forming on his face.

"Yes," I smile back.

He runs over to me and hugs me. I buried my face into his chest as he did so. I flinched a little when he hugged me but it was alright after a while. It felt like I needed this hug for a while, electricity ran through my veins as his skin touched mine.

"What the hell!" A voice screeched in the doorway.

Johnny pulled away within a second and turned to face the person. I also turned my head to see the petite figure.

"Lily it's not what it-,"

"Whatever Johnny! You can go back to your stupid Crush Kenzie! Cause whatever we had is over! Plus I never really liked you it was just for fun, toodles," she said as she walked out the front door and purposely slamming it.

Johnny covered his hands with his face and turned towards the small wardrobe in the corner. He walked over to it and pulls something out. A gun. He proceeds to point it at me.

"J-Johnny please-,"

"I won't hurt you," Johnny Says softly.

I look at him confused. If he's not gonna hurt me why's he holding a gun? But to my surprise Johnny turns the gun to face him. The gun was now pressed to his head. My eyes widen.

"Johnny don't kill yourself-,"

"Kenzie it's over, I'm horrible I've lost everything, Everyone hates me!" He says with tears streaming down his face.

"That's not true!" I beg while slowly getting up and approaching him.

"Yes it is!" He screamed. He fumbles with the trigger.

"No!" I scream as I grab it and point it at the window directly before the bullet shot. The glass shattered everywhere as I through the gun out the window.

Johnny was now crawling on the floor towards the glass. He picks up a piece and proceeds to cut himself with it. His bright red blood squirts out as he flinched.

"Johnny Stop!" I Say holding his hand.

He looks up at me with those blood shot eyes again. "Why are you stopping me?! After everything I've done-,"

"No one deserves to die! Not even you Johnny! You may act rough and tougher but your a sweetheart inside! Your caring, sweet, and protective! Everything a person would want. Just because a few people don't like you doesn't mean you should harm yourself in any way! Trust me there are people out there who love you! Including me!" I ramble with my eyes squeezed shut.

I slowly flutter my eyes open to see his face. He was staring right at me with no emotion. Just a look of shock upon his features. My cheeks turn red in embarrassment as I recalled my words from my previous statement. I should probably get Lauren though, she probably is worried about that gunshot that was fired.

I get ready to turn away before he grabs my face and turns me back, slamming his lips onto mine. He slightly pulls away leaving a inch of a gap between us. "No ones ever said that to me before... thank you," he says softly.

"Your welc-,"

I was cut off once again as he closed the  gap between us. This time grabbing both sides of my face and pulling me in. Butterflies bursted in my stomach as he did so. It felt so right and so perfect... and for the first time...I kissed back.

He seemed taken back since I'd usually stand there but instantly resumed kissing me. My hands ruffled around his dirty blonde hair while he was leaning in closer deepening the kiss. We moved in sync as I rapped my arms around his neck.

"Can someone explain this!" I voice chirped from behind us.

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And I oop- Johnny tried to kill him self, but Kenzie came to the rescue as always🤪