I felt a hand taking mine and pulling me away, my eyes still staring at the door she fell through. Rafael took me outside. He said something to me that I couldn't understand. I was too focused on what just had happened.
Her face kept returning to me. And then the sight of seeing her there... hanging. I couldn't believe what I did. This wasn't me. Of course, it wasn't my intention, but that didn't matter. I killed her. Rafael was still pulling on my arm. I looked up and saw that we were at a parking lot.
Suddenly a lot of people came out of the building.
"Fire!"
What? Was there fire? But Rose was still inside. I felt like I needed to save her, but I couldn't. No one would allow me to, she was probably already dead though. There was no possibility that she could've survived that.
Rafael pushed me into his car and Jane sat down next to me, rubbing against my back. She must've probably seen that I was shocked and was trying to calm me down. Rafael sat in the drivers seat and pulled out of the parking lot.
I was driving away from the woman I killed, but most important, the woman I loved.
***
After ten minutes we arrived. I looked up and saw that we were at Rafael and Jane's house. The took me inside and said I could stay in the guest room. Further they left me alone, realizing that I probably needed some space now.
I got into bed and stared at the ceiling when I started crying.
I saw her face in front of me. She looked disappointed. How could I have killed the only person who has always loved me? Even when I thought I was alone, I still had someone. I knew she was not by my side back then, but she loved me. I had someone who loved me. Now I had no one. Because of me, because I killed the only person who loved me... unconditionally. Why couldn't I have believed her when she said that?
I felt my eyes getting heavier and while crying, I fell asleep.
Hi,
Thank you for reading. I know that nothing special happened in this chapter but I promise that soon things will spicen up.
I don't know if my writing is good, but feel free to let me know bcz I'm really insecure about it but I wanted to publish this story because I like doing it so much.
See you again next chapter ;)
