Faking Feelings (Muke)

Ch. 13 - It Feels Like The First Time

Ashton: You're not at school, are you okay?

Me: I'm fine, Ash!

Ashton: Is Luke with you??

Me: Uh, yeah... Why?

Ashton: Well, everyone's noticed that the two of you have been getting close and are causing shit because you're both not here today...

Me: .......

Ashton: DON'T YOU DARE GO MUTE VIA TEXT AS WELL IT'S THE ONLY WAY I CAN TALK TO YOU!!!

Me: Sorry... I just didn't know what to say..

Ashton: They are saying mean things about you :( I'm sorry I don't know what to do about it!!

Michael: It's okay, Ash..

I hand my phone to Luke, giving him a worried look. He takes my phone and reads the messages.

"It'll be okay, Mikey" He tells me reassuringly as he pulls me closer for a hug. "I suppose you want me to leave before you're parents gets home.. Right?" He asks.

I nod sadly... They probably won't be home for another half hour or so... But that's still means Luke has to scatter before then.

Luke rolls over so that he is lying on top of me, knocking my stuffed toy lion, Daniel, off of the bed in the process. He kisses me softly before moving his lips to my neck. "Can we try something, Mikey?" He whispers.

I nod and he starts sucking on my neck.

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Dear Stupid Diary,

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG!!!

Luke & I just asdfghjkl;

We just asdfghjkl;

I CAN'T STOP SMILING I THINK MY MUM THINKS I'M CRAZY!!

Luke just took my virginity!!! Luke was my first!!!

BUT THAT'S NOT THE ONLY REASON I'M SO HAPPY!!!

I FUCKING SPOKE!!

Okay, so maybe it was one little word... Or name... But it was more than nothing...

Luke.

That's what I said.

It was right when I... Hit my climax... I moaned his name so fucking loud.

And hearing my voice sent him over the edge and asdfghjkl!!!

He took it nice and slow, and kept telling me he loved me and how hot I looked when my face was contorted with pure pleasure and I've never loved anyone more than I love Luke.

It was absolutely perfect!!

Now, I think, for the first time ever... I'm going to go listen to happy love songs AND ENJOY THEM!!!

Then I'll go to bed... If I can sleep!!

Ahhhh I'm so happy!

- Michael x