Finding Life Again - Book 1 & 2

chapter 18

Chandni ran straight to her room, she doesn't want keep her hopes high ...still...

' you're mine '

Did he just claimed me his?!!

I'm his??!

Was it just an attraction, a sexual need or something more than that!

Whatever it is, she loves it. She love the tingling sensation in her body when he touches her, she loves his fierce kiss. She loves it when he go rough on her, the way he pin her against the tree, the way he kissed her.. His anger, possesiveness.. She loves everything.. And she want more.

Advay ran after her and found her lost in her thoughts, constant smile was dancing in her lips. He control the urge to devour her when she touched her lips, he knew she is thinking about the kiss. To be frank he don't know why he reacted like that or.... He just don't want to admit it. Whatever it is he doesn't want to hurt her feelings again. He silently closed the door before making way to his room.

Aasmi giggled seeing her father, he scooped her in his arms, sat on the bed with her,

' princesa would you forgive me if I say.... I.. I like chandni? "

" cha... I lau her " aasmi giggled .

'I wish I could love her but I can't, I can't love anyone except my wife and chandni don't deserve this. I can't give what she wants. ' he thought.

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The next day advay left for office even before chandni woke up, chandni's face saddens realizing he's repeating the same stuff when they kissed for the first time.

Is he's going to say that this is a mistake again?

Is he's going to avoid me again??

Her heart sink at the thought of him avoiding their relationship...

Wait...what's  my relationship with him.

Nanny of his daughter?! Do all the nanny kiss their boss.

Shit, I'm so fucked up.

Why I have to fall for him ...just why??

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Chandni Is in no mood to go to advay's office, she don't want to push them in a situation where both will regret.

So she decided to spend time with aasmi in mansion instead of going to advay's office .

Chandni take Aasmi to play room and started playing with her... At least this can help me to forget him...

Chandni take a book and showed the pictures to Aasmi .

' this is a dog '

' a dog '

' yeah baby, do you like it! " aasmi nodded eagerly,

' once you grow up ask your father to bring a pet for you, okay " aasmi nodded excitedly, chandni smiled at flipped the next page.

' Woh school! "

' schooooll"

' yes may be next year this time my princess will be attending her class. " Aasmi pouted,

' aww  don't worry sweetie, you will love it. You will have friends, you can play with them "

" play I'm playing.. "

' haha I know you are. But you will love it more when you play with others . Like, when you play in a park.. "

' wats park ?" chandni raised a brow at her,

' Huh! You never went to a park? " aasmi nodded negatively.

' its a deal then, I will take you to park ' aasmi giggled excitedly as she run to her room.

' should I take his permission before taking Aasmi to park? "

' but I don't want to talk to him. ' chandni huffed and decided to take aasmi to the park near the mansion.

Aasmi ran back to the room with a floral designed frock in her hand,

' oh my princess want to dress up in this " aasmi nodded eagerly, chandni smiled and made her wear the floral summer dress.

They left the mansion around three in the evening, chandni knew advay won't come till 8 ,so she decided to take Aasmi without informing him.

Aasmi jumped excitedly when they went to the park, she played with the kids in the park.

' is she's your kid, she's so cute ' a woman said looking at Aasmi, for some reason chandni didn't correct her.

' chandni ' chandni startlet hearing her name, she tilt her head to see advay standing with an angry face.

' ad... "

" why did you take Aasmi to park without my permission. " he said cutting her off

" advay I... "

" where is she? " she's shocked to see his anger.

" she's playing with kids "

Advay turned his head to find Aasmi,

' chandni tell me where is my daughter " he asks gritting his teeth.

' w.. Wait " chandni went searching her,

' what the hell! Why did you bring her here when you are not watching her "

" advay atop shouting. She was here, playing hide and seek with kids. I'm sure she hid somewhere and dont teach me how to do my job " she's getting irriated by his behavior. She understands that he's panicked and she can understand his anger, she should have take his permission before bringing aasmi to the park but doesn't mean he can yell at her.

' there she is! ' they found her hiding behind a tree,

' princesa ' advay scoop her in his arms and hugged her .

' paaa ' aasmi giggled and hugged him. Advay take her to car and close the door before walking to chandni.

' tell me why did you bring her without my permission "

" she said she don't know what park is "

" so you decided to bring her without informing me "

" advay stop it. Why are you behaving like this. She's fine, she was playing with kids "

" say thanks to god that my daughter is safe or else.... ' he grits his teeth

' advay! "

" dont repeat it chandni. This is my last warning, don't you dare to take my daughter out without my permission. "

" but you can't lock her inside the mansion. She's a kid, let her enjoy . Let her play "

" who are you to say this? YOU ARE JUST A NANNY... JUST A NANNY . BE IN YOUR LIMIT " with that advay walk to car leaving chandni.