Finding Life Again - Book 1 & 2

chapter 19

Aasmi kept talking how she enjoyed in park since they return , advay understood how he blocked the world out there. Since his wife Death, he has no one except his daughter. That's why he's so scared to let her go out, what if something happens to her and what if she l......

No, he can't live without his daughter.

' tere was a statue of biggg elephant. I loved it "

Advay smiled a little and ruffles her hair.

He is happy knowing that his daughter enjoyed the time in park.. He should have thanked chandni.... Shit!! Where is she!!

Did I left her in the park  ,damn it!! He ran to chandni's room hoping to see her but she wasn't there.

Damn it , I hope she's fine.

' maria Be with Aasmi till I come back ' he said while descending the stairs, he ran to his car and drive to the park.

' please be safe! "

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Chandni was beyond hurt by his words, the fact he didn't look back at her and didn't take her back wasn't helping either. she accepts what she did was wrong, but he can't hide aasmi from the world and vice versa. How she knew, how to deal in a tough situation if she never get through of it. How she will know in what intention people approch her, if she meet no one except the people her dad wants her to meet.

He shouldn't do this to her, this is not some Disney movie . He should not hid her In the castle. It's true he loves but what he's doing is wrong... Completely wrong.

She sat down on the bench in the park.

' you're just a nanny! "

She broke into tears, of course what did she expect from him. Just because he was nice to her, just because they kissed twice doesn't mean he started feeling something for her.

This is not the first time someone mentioning her as a nanny, of course she heard it before. But advay is not someone, at least that's what she was thinking.

And Aasmi... She surly loves kids but Aasmi is special and she will always be.

But who's she to Aasmi? Just a nanny.  She let out a dried chukle. She will be no longer needed, Once she grow up .so why not now??

In the end I'm going to get hurt. Seven months is enough. She's going to carry the wound till her last breath. If she carry on working under him, at one point she will stop living for her and when they throw her out of their lives she will be heartbroken.

Chandni clutched her chest, the pain will be horrible. She definitely knew she can't handle if advay and Aasmi move on from her.

She can't bear the pain of them not in her life after spending years with them.

I have to end this. I can't work for him anymore! I can't!!

After crying for half an hour she stood up and started walking. As if her legs have their own mind they bring her to her old apartment .

' cha.... What happened ' niti asks worrily.

Chandni couldn't hold anymore, she hugs her friend and cried her heart out.

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' that basterd , I'm going to kill him ' niti said as she stood up to walk out, but chandni hold her hand,

' no niti, please. I don't deserve there. That's not my place, it's my fault I let him treat me more than a worker and my damn heart started beating for him. It's not his fault. Please baby... " niti huffed before pulling her for a hug,

' my baby... You are not working under him . I swear I won't hesitate to kill him If he shows up here. Now come on wash your face, I will bring dinner for you ' chandni nodded before walking to bathroom.

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Advay running here and there in the empty park. When he's sure there is no one in the park, he started searching near by the park.

' damn it, where did she go! ' he punched the car,

' what if something happened to her! What if... God please keep her safe! "

He tried to call her, each time it's going for voice mail.

' damn it! "

He thinks about the possible places She could crash in...

The first option is Niti's flat. He drive the car to her apartment

' if I know you are going to crash in my apartment, I would have ordered pizza. We could have watched movies '

Chandni chukled , " we still can watch the movies. Go search on Netflix .i will join you in a few "

' okay I... ' they heard the knock on door.

' I will see it ' niti says as she walks to the door to open. She saw who standing through peekhole.

' shit, it's asr. ' niti wishpered.

' don't let him know I'm here .please ' niti nodded as chandni walks to her old room to hide.

Niti openes the door casually and greeted him,

' you... You know where chandni is ' even though she wants to throw punch at the man, she decided to make him worry.

' what you mean! She's supposed to be in your house right? "

" I... I said something to her in the evening. And forget her to take.. Take her to mansion. She's not in the mansion.. She...  Before he can complete niti punched him on face.

' you dare to yell at my friend. Who do you think you are.. "

" listen , I know what I did was wrong. But please tell me where is she "

' how do I know asshole. Go search for her. And let me remind you, asr or whatever I don't care who you are, if you hurt my friend you will see the worst of me "

' I know... If you chandni contact you. Please let me know " he almost begged before walking back.

' he looks pretty shaken ' niti Says to chandni who was watching advay leave from the window .