Finding Life Again - Book 1 & 2

chapter 23

' you arrogant selfish bastard.... ' murli yelled as he throw Punch straight on advay's jaw .

' how could you say this advay,I thought My friend is better than this. You don't want to let that girl go and live her life at the same time you can't give The Love she's longing for . You know what I wish..i wish Chandni loves someone, I wish she move on from you'

' w-what do you mean.she has a boyfriend right.she already moved on..' advay trailed off.

' you think so ! You really think chandni will move on that easily?? '

' what does it mean! What about those dates with her boyfriend..'

' shit man , you are insulting The girl and her loyalty . It was My plan. I and Shilpa convinced Chandni's friend to say those stuff to you. .'

' you mean!!'

' she was with Shilpa and niyathi all the time.'

' I don't know..I .... " He stopped when his eyes landed on the person who is standing near the door step of his cabin.

' c-chandni....'

Chandni came to drop assmi as she was crying for her father but she didn't expect murli and advay arguing over her .

' I'm sorry Mr raizada. Your daughter was asking about you. '

She couldn't believe her ears they played with her and more over advay thought she could fall for another man.

' chandni li.....'

' no need Mr raizada I came here to drop your daughter. I'm leaving.' she said after making aasmi sit on the couch with her toys around.

' shit ! ' advay cursed as chandni walk out of the cabin without throwing him a glance.

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It was almost midnight when advay returned to the mansion. He was kinda surprised to see The lights in Chandni's room. He knew she came to mansion straight from the office.

He decided to check her before heading to his room when he reached, he saw her crying hugging his daughter.

he Lost it when heard his daughter broken voice,

' you not gonna be my mumma!!'

' I wish...' chandni wishpers hugging his daughter. He sighs as he made his way to his room.

'Murli is Right,I'm selfish. I want to keep Chandni with us yet I don't respect her feelings.' he rubs his forehead not knowing what he should do.

It's true he's attracted to her, More than attraction he's obsessed with her. His blood boils thinking about her with someone else. At the same time he don't know how reciprocate her feelings without breaking the promise he made the day his wife died.

It was one past half when advay's phone rings. He smiled a little knowing his friend can't mad at him for a long.

'advay....'

' thanks..' advay said. He needed his friend now, and he's glad Murli never give up on them.

' hmm so...'

' so!'

' let's finish this Man. I know your feelings about chandni. I also know aasmi wants her as her mother. So...'

' murli please' advay said.

' what! You want me to leave the topic. Okay fine, I'll do it also I'll find a Job for Chandni.' murli said frustratingly.

' why would you do that. She's happy here'

' Happy ?? how can she happy when a bipolar around her. If you really don't want her then let her go.'
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' Murli...'

' you are selfish advay. You have two options either you reciprocate her feelings or let the girl go.'

Advay sighs as Murli cut the call.

It was 4:30 in the morning and advay didn't sleep a blink. He love Camila at the same time he can't Deny his feelings towards chandni. After thinking about his feelings ,he came to a decision. He decided to talk chandni about it. He walk to the garden in the backyard, surprised to find Chandni sitting alone. The sadness on her face broke his heart, especially knowing he caused this.

Chandni felt advay's presence the moment he walk into the garden. She chose to keep calm as she has no strength to argue with him. Advay silently sat beside her and hold her hand. Chandni stood abruptly , tried to leave. But advay hold her wrist,

' Chandni please... let's talk'

Chandni sighs and Sat down. She sat facing the other side, advay frowned but didn't say anything,

' I know...I know you won't forgive me for what I did. But I.. '

' I get it Mr raizada. I know' she gulps before uttering the words. ' I know you love your wife. I know.. this Will never happen. I..' her voice broke at the end. As much as she respects his love for his wife, she can't Deny the pain in her chest Everytime he utters he only loves her.

' no!'

' huh!!' she looks at him confused.

' I mean..I know I love my wife but..I like you as well. I mean no one attracted me after Camila but ....., but you are different. I like you chandni.i like you so much. I can't imagine you with someone else.i...' he stopped when Chandni throw herself on him. She cried burying her face into his chest.

She knew he didn't say I love you to her. Bt him agreeing liking her is enough for her.

Advay smiles as he felt a weight lifted on his chest. He kissed her hair,

' let's get married!!' a loud gasps escaps from her mouth after hearing him. She looks at him to find a doubt, bt all she could see was the love and affection.

Advay never thought he would utter those words again but the woman in his arms has changed him.

She nodded with tears.

Advay smiles and takes her hand in his,

' I know we are going to get married. But I need time..to move on.. you know ' she nodded understandingly.