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Crazy baptism(9)

We finally arrived at the baptism the whole ride was silent, and we pulled up to a pond with cars parked by the bay. I could see Joseph holding a book that looked like a bible, Jacob was leaning against a tree looking over at the pond, and Faith was holding a bottle that looked like a gas or something.

I got out of the car and everyone was staring at me, i was excited to see Jacob but he didn't looked excited to be here. He looked at me for five seconds then back at the pond. I feel like he's going back to his old ways again, But I've already fallen deeply in love with him. John started to lead me to the pond, and Jacob looked back over at me and i smiled and he just looked down. He looked kind of angry but also upset at something.

I was really upset when he stopped talking to me for some reason, Joseph did say he was busy with work and stressed out. That just makes me wonder if he just lied so i wouldn't bother Jacob, but i fell like Joseph figured out i like Jacob. I just need to talk to Jacob, i need to tell him how i feel, so maybe he can accept my feeling.

"John, before we do this can i just please have a talk with Jacob. Its a really important topic."

"We have to get this baptism done" He looked down at me with a serious look.

"Please john, i will tell you every dirty secret i have, just let me talk to him" he looked back down at me and just smirk.

"Fine but make it quick" He then walked over to the pond to wait with Joseph and Faith. I then looked over at Jacob and walked over to where he was. He was about to say something but i stopped him.

"Can i talk to you, i have been wanting to talk to you for awhile now" he then walked into the forest and i followed him and he lead me to two tree thunks, and we both sat down.

"What do you need to talk to me about" He looked up at me and was ready to listen to what i had to say.

"Well its kind of a awkward topic, but its been on mine for awhile and i really don't know how to approach this topic" As i started to ramble he stopped me by putting his hand on mine and i could feel him starting to rub his thumb over my knuckles.

"You can tell me" i then looked up at him, and calmed myself down a little.

" Well as i was trying to say, i kind of have a huge love crush on you, i know what your going to say. I'm not your type and all, but i just want to try something with you, with us. Maybe you wont accept it, but please just tell me the truth. And i feel like you hate me and all, because you haven't been talking to me, and we haven't gone hunting in awhile. So i feel like i'm losing you, you make me the most happiest when i'm with you, i know that's pathetic and all i just want you to accept me feeling for you" i felt a tear go down my the side of my cheek and felt a hand go on the same cheek, i looked up and as i did Jacob slammed his mouth on mine.

Are lips started move in perfect symphony, and he pulled on my bottom lip and i moaned. He then pushed his tongue in my mouth. I felt a hand picked me up from the log to his lap, i put my arms around his neck and pushed my hands in his hair. I then felt a twitch below me and i knew he was getting hard, so i snapped out of my trance. And picked myself up from his lap and moved back from him. Trying to catch my breath and realize what just happened.

"That just happened, omg i just kissed Jacob seed" as he got up from the log i looked over at him. He had a smirk on his face i saw him fix his pants as well from the hard bulge in his pants.

" What you didn't like it, aw that kind of makes me feel sad" You could tell he was being sarcastic, so he gave him a disapproving look.

" The kiss was amazing but, i really didn't think you would accept my feeling" he then raised his eyebrows confused on what i just said.

" I never accepted anything, pup. I just kissed ya" i looked over at him confused as well

" Then why'd you kiss me, did you just fucking kiss me because your horny. Know that's a dick move, and i thought you were the sweetest seed out of your brothers. And to think i actually loved you, i think i just picked the wrong seed brother to fall in love with. I should of just stayed falling in love with John instead. I put my heart out to you and you just crushed it." i started to cry and walk back over to john, Jacob just looked like he normal looks like.

"Finally you took....what happened to you, why re you crying" I looked up at him, and just walked past him to the pond.

"lets just get this baptism over with so i can go home" He followed me into the pond, and Baptists me.

20 minute drive back home

As i was about to get out of the car john started to talk.

" hey what happened with Jacob, why were you crying" i looked up at him through the mirror.

" You'll find out when i confess"

Sorry it took so long to publish this chapter been busy with school and all.