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"Hey Jay, didn't think you would actually come and find me or even waste you time for little ole me" he just kept smirking at me, not uniting me. "Are you just gonna stare at me or are you gonna actually help me out" Even after trying to get untied he didn't even budge. "I think i like you like this, maybe i'll just leave you like this" he has such a dirty mind to be honest, i guess all his brothers have that in common. "Kinky much. I always though John would be the more kinky one out of you and Joseph. Now untie me you dumbass" 

We walked out of the bunker, "hey maybe we should just blow this place up so they can't ever come back here" he looked over at me with a half smile. "That's a good idea." His men rigged the place with explosives. "Want to do the honors, since it was your idea." he handed me the button. "Maybe we should back up a little bit." i clicked the button and it completely made the ground under us rumble from the explosion. I got into his truck wanting to go back to veteran center to sleep, but Jacob had other idea's. We drove back, and Jacob was in a horny mode. 

It's been a week since we've talked.

Jay i haven't had a good relationship ever since we started dating. He let me out but after that he just stopped talking to me. He probably  thinks of me as weak. 

I know i'm not the strongest person out there, but i can still fight my own effectively. I Don't need him.  I'm gonna have to talk to him about this relationship. 

I walked up to his office determined to take a break from each other to think over. I would miss him but he really isn't putting an effort for this relationship at all.  Yea, yea. He saved me a couple of times, but that still doesn't make him caring. And i know he had a reputations to uphold but i'm his girlfriend that has to count for something. 

I walked up the stairs of the veteran center figuring out what to exactly say to him. I could hear noises coming from the office, not normal noises though. It sounded like moaning. Maybe Jacob is just horny today. 

I never knock on his door so i just walked in. I'm surprised from what i see, Jacob up behind a girl fucking her. "Omg my fucking god, are you fucking kidding me right now" they both are surprised and try to get their clothes on as fast as they can.  

"Your an absolute dumb ass you know that." i stomped over to the bed grabbed the lady and throw her out of the room. "Are you kidding me Jacob, are you actually serious right now." i wanted to cry so badly but i didn't want to seem weak.

 " Do you really have nothing to say, or are you mad because i stopped you are her" This is why i have trust issues, this is why relationships never worked for me before. He just sat there looking as he didn't do anything wrong. 

" Don't think Joseph won't know about this, since he's the only the one i can trust" " I don't give a shit what Joseph has to say. And it shouldn't matter to you either." he really doesn't care all he is doing is just bating me so he has someone to have sex with him. " It's shouldn't matter to me, are you fucking serious right now. We are together Jacob, i give my life to you. I left me family for you, and you think i shouldn't matter to me. I thought you were a lot smarter than that". I really couldn't be here with him right now. 

"I've gotta go, don't try talking to me." He never shows his emotions but he looked really guilty right now, "Then where are you gonna go huh, i don't think John's gonna allow you to stay with him, you don't like faith. What you gonna go back to your mothers." "Maybe i should, she told me to never trust you and she was right." 

I walked out without looking back and drove away, 'where am i supposed to go, maybe i should go back to my mothers'. I just let my mind take me to wherever. 

I ended up at my mother home, as i got out my mom walked out of the garage. "Why are you back, did Jacob lie to you" she knew she was right, i just walked up to her, she pulled her arms around me to let me cry. "Lets go inside and talk about it sweet heart.

This is a good idea right, it doesn't feel right being away from him, i felt safe. But he cheated on me so it should feel happy that i'm home and not with him. 

I don't know what to think.

This chapter was also short, but needed to get something out since i haven't been writing and i'm running out of ideas for this story.