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Devotion

Every single day Jacob has called me and my mother has picked up and kept telling him to stop calling. But he just kept doing the opposite. I had to go to the sermons with my mother and every time I saw Jacob my depression got to me. He'd stare at me the whole time, even when we were in the church since we sat in the front next to where he stands. I felt bad for doing this to him, I should have just told my mother then this maybe wouldn't have happened.

"Mother you're just torturing by making me go, and your always wanting to sit in the front so I can suffer for nothing" "Your going and that's it i'm trying to teach you that you don't need him" even though she was wrong i do need him, he makes me happy but she wouldn't understand since she's had a rough life with my dad. But she doesn't have to push all that on me.

As we were about to leave for the sermon a familiar car pulled up into the driveway my mother told me to wait in the car, I could see in the mirror that it was Jacob he was yelling at my mother. I Was tired of it so I jumped out of the car and walked over to them.

All I could hear from Jacob was that, she has her own life, she wants to be with me, and I want her. You could tell my mother was angry with him. So i decided to stop all of this, "Guys stop, you both are acting like children." they both looked at me. "Honey i thought i told you to stay in the car" "well i'm not listening to you right now, Hi Jacob" I started to smile when i saw him, he smiled back. "Hey, how are you" "I'm good i miss you" he moved closer to me so he was in front of me. "How about you leave here with me, you could live with me." my mom looked shocked and angry at him offering this for her. "The thing is Jacob i want to but what about my mother" "Forget about her, it's her lost she losing a daughter over this" i looked at my mother seeing that tears were starting to brim at her eyes. " Yes i'm gonna go with you" "You can't just leave" I looked back at my mother anger written all over my face. " I'm leaving and that's final"

I walked away with Jacob never looking back, i knew i broke her heart but i couldn't live like this anymore. I knew at that moment i had to get out of there.

I forgot everything, i forgot everything from back then and everything my mother did for me. I needed to start a new life for myself with Jacob. We were already happy before she got into my business.

We both got into the car and drove off away from my mother, we agreed we will ask john to get my stuff from the house to bring it to Jacob's veteran center.

I needed Jacob more than I needed my mother, Jacob gets what im going through it gets that parents do this just because they're trying to protect you. But it gets a little too much when they do it when your old enough to do whatever you want.

After a few minutes of driving to the veteran center Jacob takes a left turn away from where we're going. "Jacob, where are we going" he doesn't say anything. "Jacob did you hear me" still doesn't listen. "Jacob i asked you a fucking question are you going to listen" he finally turns to me and stops the car in a werid garage. "Jacob you're scaring me, where are we?" he then gets out of the car and moves around to where im sitting.

He opens the door and unbuckled my seat belt. "You still haven't answered my question, what are you doing?" "Shh, stop talking" i got out of the car to see what he was doing in the backseat, he put all the seat down in the back, and I knew what he was doing. And I could also tell by looking down at his pants, "Jacob seed what going on it the handsome mind of your?" I moved over to him and tried to put my hands on the back of his neck even though he was way too tall for that. He looked down at me and put his hands down on my waist to hold me there. "I thought I told you to be quiet"

We can have a little fun till, joseph's sermon is over" i could tell he really wanted me, and I told him I wanted to wait. But i'm not gonna tourture anymore. "Are you in?" he had a wide grin on his face. "Yes" I could tell he was happy with my decision

This chapter wasn't long at all but I'll try and get the second part out today after school I promise.