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Another Hunt (6)

I'm still thinking about what Jacob said, we can maybe make this a daily thing; was he actually serious about that. Earlier that day he was being kind of rude, but now he wants to make hunting a daily thing. But i hope it can become a daily thing, then i can get to know him better. And maybe we could.........no no no, that can't happen between us.

"Sweetheart, someone is here to take you hunting" He's here

"Coming mom" I walked down the stairs, and i see him sitting on the porch stairs, he had something that looked like a sniper and bow.

" Surprised to see you around" Why am i being so damn flirty.

" well i did say we could make this a daily thing"

" I didn't think you were actually serious about that"

" fine i can just go home" just as he was about to get up i said,

" No....I was kidding" he then got up, and oh my i forgot how tall he was; i'm only 5:1, and he's 6:1. He walked closer to me looking down at me, i didn't even notice that i had a flirty look for a second. He gave a smirk noticing how i was looking at him.

" What's that face for" i snapped out of my trance staring at him, and daydreaming about what i want him to do to me.

" What face, i'm not giving you a face. Ok are we going hunting or are we just gonna stand here and talk" Brushing past him down the porch stairs, he then gave a Don't get smart with me look.

" Were walking then" I turned around to look at him to see if he was joking, but he was serious.

" Are you serious it a long walk to the woods, can we just drive" he crossed his arms, and looking at me

" You were gave me a smart ass remark, we are walking" we started to walk over to were the woods were, i was getting bored from walking.

" So whats your favorite color" He looked back at me, with a stern look.

" What your the one who wanted to walk, and so i'm bored; your just gonna have to deal with me asking questions

" So whats your favorite color"

" Red"

" Oh reds a cool color, its the color of blood, roses, and many other thing" He looked at me a again with concern.

" Mine is yellow, its so simple and bright"t

"Ok this question is kind of personal, do you like or ever been in love with someone"

" No, i haven't, and i really don't think its any of your business. what about you since you asked the question you have to give an answer back"

" Um......No....i don't like anyone" Good going ash, so smooth now he knows that i'm lying.

"I don't believe you, people don't stutter like that if there telling the truth. I told you my answer so know you have to tell me who it it"

" I'm not telling you anything"

" we could just turn around and not go hunting, or you could tell me"

" Fine, i'm only gonna tell you things about him"

" That's fair, i guess" we stopped on a rock and i sat down tired.

" Well the most obvious part of him is, he's tall about your height, amazing eyes, he's also a strong independent person" i started to move my head to the ground, blushing i was looking at the person i wanted to be mine. He grabbed my chin with his rough calloused hands, pulling my head so i'd stare at him

" Is there something your not telling me, Pup"

" No, lets just go hunting" i kind of moved past him still walking, i think I've just seen another side of Jacob seed, the sweet, kind, and caring side.

The end of hunting

We went hunting for about 3 hours, it was kind of fun i guess. I just kind of felt exposed of my feelings, like he knew i liked him. He kept smirking at me when i got all giddy, when i hit a perfect shot. I could notice he was trying not to grab my attention, but every time he smirked at me i noticed. I feel like he lied when i asked him if you liked someone, because he was being flirty with me; or he was trying to get me to confess my feeling, so he could tease me.

I don't know what it is about him that just makes my heart beat faster. Is it because he's different, today was different then the first time we meet; he was such a dick when we first meet, he kept making fun of me for watching john, and know he's flirting with me. What if he's changed because of me. But why would he change because of me, i'm not beautiful, i have scar's all over my body from cutting. And my bones are showing all the time. He wouldn't like a girl like me, i'm weak, but maybe he does, i don't know.

But another thing is the age difference, he's way to old for me. I'm only 22 and he's 47, but does that really matter if your meant to be together; what am i even saying were not meant to be together. But i maybe can happen, i just don't want to be called a whore, or gold digger just because i like him like that. I can probably make this one exception, there not that much of an age difference is there. I think i'm just paranoid, who am i kidding i am paranoid.

" i'll see you at the sermon, Pup"

" Yeah i'll see you at the sermon, Jacob" I watched as he walked to his car, as he was about to get in the car he gave a slight smirk, and my heart just started to beat faster and faster. I watched him drive away; oh my i think i just fell

I love with him

Sorry it took so long to upload this, I've been busy with school lately. I just started my sophomore year of high school, so i'm probably gonna be busy with that, or tennis.