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I and Jacob have been hanging out with each other for awhile now, and it's been fun. We've been hanging out at the veteran center, he didn't want me there. But I insisted, since he looks so hot giving orders to his men, and being the leader. We still haven't told anyone about us, my mom has been noticing me acting different towards everything in life. She even asked me why I was acting happy, i just told her i just having a good day or i'm in a good mood.

Jacob and I decided to go on a date today since Joseph told him to take a few days, because he isn't needed for a few days. So he asked me if I wanted to go camping for a few days, the only thing is my mom will get suspicious about it. And feel like something is going on between us. But i'll have to tell her; she'll be worried sick if i was gone and she didn't know. But Jacob kept telling me it's gonna be fine, and she won't find out. But if I know my mom she will figure out, she is a sneaky person.

As I was about to get in the shower my radio went off, " come in Ashley" it was Jacob. He gave me a radio to talk to him through. " Ashley here" " Hey when do you want me to come pick you up" his rough voice came through again. "You can start leaving now, i'm gonna be getting in the shower right now. And make sure to watch out for my mother she thinks i'm going with someone else camping instead of you." "I'll look out for her, see you then" "bye"

I turned off my radio and got into the shower. My mom was at work, so I knew this plan would work out as I want it to go. So i'm hoping Jacob would be careful.

As I got out of the shower I heard a car door shut, who the hell is hear i know Jacob wouldn't be here this quick and my mom is at work right now. I went over to my window to see who it was, and in fact it was my mother. I ran down stairs, and ran outside forgetting I was just in a towel and nothing else.

"Mother what are doing home so early, I thought you were working all day today" she looked at what I was wearing. "Honey go inside, and they let me go home early today." As we were walking inside another car pulled up, and it was Jacob. He got out of the car and walking over to me not noticing my mother was standing right next to me until he got over to where I was. "Um Jacob, i thought you were coming over earlier" he had a huge smirk on his face looking at me with just a towel on. "Well i wanted to help you out, and I was already on my way over." my mom had a shocked expression. "Honey, why is he here, and where exactly are you going with him"

I looked at Jacob anger at him coming early and also not watching out for my mother, "Mom, Jacob and i are going camping for the weekend. He asked me and i didn't want to say no to him. So were going camping." She looked angry at me for not telling her this before, " So that's why you asked if i was staying home are not, because you were gonna sneak off without me knowing, you definitely not going anymore" i looked so pathetic in-front of Jacob, i'm 22 now i can do what ever i want. 

So i started to get even more angry at her for treating me like a child, " You can't tell me what to do, i'm 22 years old i can do whatever i want to do. Now i'm going with or without your consent of going. Now i'm gonna go get dressed come on Jacob" my mom looked so disrespected but she didn't do anything after that, because she knew i was right.

Jacob followed me upstairs to my room, i shut the door behind him. "I'll just be a minute" i walked into the bathroom and got changed into a dark crimson red lacy bra and a matching pair of panties. I turned around to pick look at myself and i saw Jacob standing in the doorway looking at me. "Damn" i started to blush. "What are you doing in here, i though i told you to wait out there" i looked down at the ground embarrassed at my body, i had scars all over my body. I heard him move closer to me and i looked up at him.

He moved him hands to fir around my waist, "Your gorgeous, i don't know how i got a person like you to fall in love with me" I blushed even more. "I'm not gorgeous, look at me I've got scars all over my body." "So those scars make you even more gorgeous than anything" i was to focused on him, that i didn't hear my mom walk in. "What the hell is going on in here" i snapped out of my love trance and pushed Jacob back away from me. And ran into my closet.

I could hear my mom screaming at Jacob about how he's perverted, disgusting, should go to jail, and not to be around me anymore. I walked out of my closet when i was dressed. "Mom stop yelling at him" she turned to me and pointed. "You are so grounded, he's older than i am sweet heart and you fucking him really." "I'm not fucking him mom, you really don't trust me do you" " Then why are you half naked in front of him. Your either done with him, or your out of my house" 

I kept thinking about it, if i left Jacob my depression would show up out of nowhere again, but if i leave my mother where am i gonna go. I looked at Jacob and back at my mother, i didn't want to loose any of them. "Your really making me choose between you and him, i can't do that" tears were brimming at the corner of my eyes terrified to lose them. "Choose or i'll choose for you" my mothers anger was starting to come out.

I couldn't make a decision so my mother did, "Fine say bye to Jacob, your never gonna see him again" She began to push Jacob of the the house, while i followed from behind with my head down. I mouthed to Jacob, ' I'm sorry ' and i got pushed into the house and up stairs into my room. 

"YOUR GROUNDED, YOUR NEVER GONNA SEE HIM EVER AGAIN, AND FOR NOW ON I'M GONNA GO WITH YOU TO CHURCH" as she left my room i started to cry until i couldn't cry anymore. 

Sorry couldn't get this out sooner I've been busy lately trying to get my Disney World trip ready.