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Trapped

We've been trapped in here for five hours, and I absolutely hate it so much. Jacob and I fought for an hour in a half mad at each other for being trapped in here, Joseph gave us food at least. But it just made us even more mad at him for trapping us in here.

" This is bullshit, my mom's probably thinking I've been taken." we were both sitting on the ground I was half asleep, he was just laying on the ground looking at the ceiling. " Well we're gonna be here all night, Joseph isn't gonna let us out of until we apologize to each other. And i know i'm not gonna apologize so you're just gonna have to deal with it" I rolled my eyes and got up on my feet. " Why don't we just apologize, then we can both go separate ways" whispering it, he turned his head to me and then looked back at the ceiling. " I'm good".

I then moved over to him and sat on his chest. He was taken aback by my actions. " what are you doin" i stopped his talking by closing the gap between us. We just started to make out for about five minutes until we heard the door open.

" You guys can go" I got off of his chest and stood up to walk out. I just left without looking back. Jacob was still taken aback by my actions of kissing him he was still laying on the ground. Until Joseph reached out to him to help him get up. " Jacob, are you alright" he snapped him out of the trance like state. " Yes i'm fine" He got up from the ground and left.

Jacobs pov

It felt so real all of that. But then he woke up, to Ashley moving around. What the hell that was a dream, i'm so confused right now. Do i feel something between us or is it just because she said she wanted to fuck me.

Ashley's pov

Jacob got up fast sweating i wanted to help him, ask him what was wrong but i know how he'll act. I know he has PTSD but this dream the dream he had just made him act weird, he kept looking at me, with hunger and thirst for me.

"What" He snapped out his little trance. " Maybe me and you could have a little fun, since we have nothing better to do" "are you fucking crazy, they will see us, and i surely don't want another sin to my list" I whispered since i didn't want Joseph to hear us. " Maybe just a little fun for myself." He moved his hands to his pants, I could tell they were tighter than before. He then moved his hands inside his pants, touching himself for a bit.

" No if you want to do that go do it to yourself in the corner of the room." He gave me a smirk. " Maybe you could help me with my little problem and i can help you relieve some stress, it'll be fun" I heard the sound of a zipper moving down and i turned around to Jacob with his dick hanging out, and oh was it huge. I knew he was a big man, but I didn't know he was big in other places as well.

I started to look at him in the eyes, "You like what you see, lets just have some fun. Come on, I know you want me" i didn't want him to get to me, so I just looked away. "Put your dick back in your pants, i'm not having sex with you." he just kept pushing me, trying to get me to give him what he wants. But i wasn't gonna let him get his way.

I then turned around when i heard a slam of an open door, Joseph walked in. I saw Jacob try and fumble with his zipper to pull it up, before Joseph saw what he was doing. " Jacob outside right now" he finally zipped up his pants and walked out the door and Joseph shut the door behind him.

I could kind of here what they were saying, "What the hell has gotten into you, brother. Trying to have sex with her, when she doesn't want to. You have really crossed a line here. And why her and not anybody else in this compound, there are many girls your age that would love to have you, but you just kept pushing this one girl. I know you said that you want her to be yours, and that you'd do anything for her. Then why do you keep pushing her away. If you really loved her like you said you did, then ask her out. And stop acting like a child about it"

 What Jacob is in love with me, i'm so confused. He made fun of me for wanting him. He made fun of me for falling in love with him. And now he's telling Joseph he loves me. I'm so confused right now.

When I heard the door start to unlock i moved away from it. Jacob walked in and Joseph walked in, " I'm sorry Ashley for my actions, i was being stupid to you. And i'm sorry for my actions before this i should have just let it be. I'm truly sorry" Joseph really changed his mind that quick. Probably thought back to his idea of me and him loving me. " I accept your apology, i'm sorry for pushing you like that. I should of stopped while I was at it" Joseph was happy with both are apologies. " You guys may leave, please don't act again like this"

We all walked out, " Bye Jacob and Joseph. I'll see you at the sermon tomorrow"

"Ashley, can we talk for a second." Jacob said looking down. " Uh, yeah" he started to walk towards his car wanting me to follow, so I did. " Did you by any chance hear any of me and Josephs conversation, because if you did what Joseph said was a lie" i looked down " um yea i did hear that, but I don't think what you told Joseph was a lie, your just saying that now. I saw the way you came in after talking to Joseph. You remembered that you actually like me or whatever." I looked up at him put my hand on his cheek, he leaned into my touch. "Just because you feel something for someone doesn't make you weak" He closed his eyes from my touch. " Yea but it lets everyone else know that if they hurt you i'll become weak from it, you are my weakness"

I was taken aback by his comment, " so what you said to Joseph it's true" he moved his hand on top of mine. " Yes, I just didn't want you to know, and I knew if you knew I'd act on it." " What's so wrong about that, you'd have someone to work for someone to care about. That just makes you stronger than you already are."

" Maybe we can work something between us, we can talk about this tomorrow at the sermon" I gave him a quick goodbye kiss.

"Be safe" "I will" He just kept thinking Maybe just Maybe something can happen, but no one will know about it.

"Jacob" he turned around to look at me. "Don't ever try and get me into having sex with you again, only if i want it." he just smirked at me. "Yea ok" i could he was getting a little hard from me acting in control. He tried to fix his pants so I wouldn't notice. " Are you always gonna be horny around me" " I gotta go bye" I just drove off without looking back since I knew he was watching me drive away.