Pain love same game

Just keep walking

Walking out of his life was not the plan, but maybe it was the best idea that i've ever had. 

I miss are life together, i miss waking up next to him, i miss the kissing the sex. But it was not a healthy relationship for me. All my life i've been missing that special thing. That thing that has been calling out to me for so long, but i can't seem to reach it. 

Joseph showed how to love myself, how to be respected by others. So could grow stronger. 

John showed me how to not be so naive, to show that i don't care. To not show my emotions to people who want to break you. 

Faith showed me how to love, how to have faith inside your heart. And to be free from the real world. 

All those people showed me how i needed to improve in life, and to make it better. 

But the only person who actually taught me a life lesson was Jacob.

He taught me my strength inside that i have been holding in. I never would off knew how much power i was holding in my palm of my hand, until he showed me the true power of becoming stronger.  And not be weak, cause if your weak you will be eaten alive by the world.

That's how i knew my life would be a lot better alone, away from hope county. Somewhere new, somewhere i can restart; become my own person.

And that's what i'm doing, i moved to Atlanta after me and Jacob broke up. My mom become extremely abusive when i came back home. She wanted to teach me a life lesson for not listening to her. I got a restarting order on her, thanks to john's help with that. 

I went back to school at emory university, got a job as a writer at a top selling book company. I make millions of dollars on my books. But my most selling book is this one, Pain love Same game. And if your reading this you know how my life has changed for the greater good. 

Jacob has tried getting in contact  with me for awhile now, i never listen. 

I still talk to John and Joseph, so they can help me through my problems. I happy then i have ever been in my life.  

After of couple of years i finally meet the one, but i still feel like i'm missing that one thing in my life. 

I finally got married after 7 years with this guy, i know i know. I'm not rushing him, we both have serious trust issues to be honest. Both have a messed up past, but now we have each other to complain about are problems. 

"Baby i have an early morning today, i got to get to work take sawyer to baseball practice" i walked out of my beautiful wooden house. It was rather large for three people, but i have money so why does it matter. I make my way to work and stop at a local coffee shop. I had a terrible night last night, with having to deal with my son, and dealing with work at the same time. 

I finally reach the building, "Ma'm there is someone in your office needing to talk to you" i walked up to my office. As i opened the door there was that thing i have been missing in my life for so long. "Hi, Jacob"

Thank you so much for reading my story, so this is the end of this story. I hope you liked it, i'm gonna start trying to write a different story. Or even start up devotion again. But thanks again for reading and commenting on my story. ;)