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Beautiful (2)

"Honey get" as her mom was cut of, with her daughter walking down stairs wearing a silk blue dress, black heels, and her hair curled.
"Omg you look so beautiful, another thing why are you all dressed up" her mom said with a tear in her eyes of happiness.
"Today is a special service, and they told us to wear something fancy" she said looking at herself in the mirror. She was a 5.1,had dirty blonde hair, greenish blue eyes, and she was kind of anorexia looking body .But she was still gorgeous.
"You look good honey" she said
"Mom stop it, another thing I'm probably going to be gone for awhile. It's kind of a party, so it's gonna last a little longer than normal" she said as she looked down at the time.
"I gotta go mom, I'll see you when I get home" she said.
"Ok, have fun honey".
30 minute drive, Johns POV
"Do you think that girls gonna be here, John. Since your so obsessed with her" Jacob said with a smirk on his face.
"Jacob, stop. I'm trying to be friendly" John said thinking about her in his head. She was gorgeous. She's about 22 years old. But she's so different, she looks so strong, stronger than most of the people in this compound. Everyone here is so weak but her, amazing.
Ashley's POV
As I was driving up to the compound, I was stopped by a group of people telling me to turn back, and go home. I didn't listen at all, because I really don't listen to what people tell me. That's just how I am.
When I got up to the compound everyone looked not as nice as I am, only people who run this compound were dressed up, and a few others. But in my opinion I looked the nicest.
I got out of my car and started to walk over to where everyone else is, but stopped.
"Hi, again you look good" John said with a smirk.
"Oh thanks, I really don't think so though" as I started to blush, but he couldn't see that Because it was already kind of dark outside.
"Oh I'm still so sorry for bumping into you, twice"I said with nervousness.
"Oh, no your fine"he said with a charming smile.
"I'll see you later, but another thing you should meet my siblings, Joseph, Jacob, and faith". He said as he walked over to the church.
Jacobs POV
"He's really talking a lot to her, you think he might of caught felling for her" Jacob said with a concerned face. "Jacob, John doesn't catch feelings he just sleeps with them and then he's done with them after that, he's just gonna use her". Faith said with a smile on her face" "yeah, I really don't think that's gonna happen with this one, because she's a lot more conserved then other girls. Other girls just give him there body" still concerned about his little brother.
Back to Ashley's pov
"Um, sorry to bother you" I said nervously
Joseph then turned around looking at me with a wide smile, as he turned around I noticed some of the tattoos on his chest that were poking out of his outfit, I was two birds. I wondered if all the sibling have tattoos.
"Hello my child, you must be new around here" with a smile on his face.
"Yes, I kind of just moved here, and my mom made me start going to church because she never did. And she wants me to learn about god, and how to become religious. Sorry I talk way to much" with a smile. Joseph just looked at me with a smile and wanting to here more about my self. " no, you fine we like to here about peoples life and how we can change it for them" he said with another smile on his face.
"Tell me more about why you came to this specific church" he explained wanting to no more about her. " oh, ok. Um, well this church was closer than the one about 40 minutes away. And this church my mom thought was the nicest choice, and a lot of people were going here so I decided to pick this one. I also felt a welcoming vibe here, when your brother John came up to me and introduced him self, even after I bumped into him twice". After I finished talking Joseph looked at me with the widest smile. He looked excited that I picked this church instead of the other church. And he also smiled a little more when I talked about his brother.
I then looked at John kissing some girl, she was a red head with a nice body. " I new it" I whispered to myself. " you new what" Joseph looked a little concerned "oh, nothing I'm just talking to myself", I said with a sad look. Joseph then turned around looking at John kissing the red head, then he got it in his head, that you kind If liked John. As he turned back around I was gone.
Why would someone like John like me, I'm not good looking. He was just saying that that I looked good to be nice, he didn't actually mean it. I then got in my car and started to drive back to my house, the sermon didn't even start, and my mom is gonna wonder why I was back so early, I don't know why I'm so sad about that. I just met him,but I just wish someone like that would like someone like me.
"Am I too skinny, am I not curvy enough, I don't know. I shouldn't care, he's got someone. I need to stop thinking about him.
I finally finished this chapter sorry it took so long to finish but I kind of like how I ended it, but kind of not. I don't know, pleas give me feedback, so I can make this story better. I'm starting to work on chapter 3 now.