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Chapter One (8)

People don't know much about me, I'm a closed book these days. My life story is kind of a tough one, I had a fucked-up before I moved to hope county. People wouldn't understand my life, not even the most fucked up person; but let's just though my back story before hope county.

My dad Debuios Leroy, he was from France; and came to America to become apart of the U.S. Army. That's where he met my mother, they fell in love and all the jazz. And then had me, it was going great at first then after he came back from war, he started to get a lot angry than normal, he started to hit my mother and I. And that's not even the worst part.

He told my used to be boyfriend, that he would shot and kill him if he got anywhere near me. So the next day I saw him he broke up with me and didn't tell me why he did. I thought he didn't like the way I looked, so I started to cut and starve myself. I even started to get bullied at school, telling me to kill myself, and that my dad was a psychopath. I got even more depressed, and my mother started to notice that and decided that I would be best if I dropped out of school for the time being.

A few months went past, and things went even more down hill, and one day my mother was working and I was home. And my dad took me by the wrist and took me into his bedroom, and raped me. I started to develop ptsd from that, and got scared of my father even more. He told me never to tell anyone ever, or he will do it again and then kill me. So I kept it a secret for awhile, but I couldn't hold it in anymore. So the next day I went to the police station, and told them everything, at first they didn't believe me and had to look into it. They never got back to me after that.

A few more months went by, and they finally found evidence of my father. He got charged for rape and abuse, and I never saw him again. And we got news that he had been killed by a prisoner, I was kind of happy but also sad because he was still my father after all.

My mother and I decided it was best to just leave Washington and move to Atlanta, but we only had enough money to get us a hotel room and a little bit of food. But one day, my mother got a call back from a big time lawyer, and she got the job as an assistant. It payed well, since he was a big time lawyer and had a lot of money. I started to work as well, since I had nothing better to do. My mother always came home complaining about how her boss was snobby rich boy, she said that he was a rich boy who would always flirt with girls in the office, throw parties in his big time pent house. He would also sometimes flirt with my mother, Kind of reminds me of John seed. But that can't be him, can it.

About a year later, we decided it was best to move again, and to a better place. With more land to use, since we had a lot of money now. We move to hope county, I think everyone was moving then. My moms boss was moving away, he said something about his brothers, I don't know I wasn't listening to what my mom was saying then. The reason we picked this place, was because no one really live there. And it was just a peaceful place to live. And that how my life was back then, kind of a tough life to live. But I'm strong I still have PTSD, but sort of got used to it. And still have depression, that comes around sometimes, but I'm fine with it. So that my life.

I know thats a short chapther just wanted you to get to know the chracther better, and understand why she's that way. She has a fucked up life, but keeps trying. Thxs for the people who like to read this story, ill try and keep it updated. Make sure you add comment, and i love feedback helps me become a better writer.