Chapter 21 - Maybe I Shouldn't

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Chloe's P.O.V
I was sat with Jay in my room, my half empty room that had boxes littered around the place with my belongings that would be coming to America with me,
"I'm really gonna miss you ya know" he spoke
"I'm really gonna miss you too" I sighed
"I've been thinking" I start to say "what if I don't go? I don't think I could deal with not seeing you and Rebecca and everyone everyday. Maybe I shouldn't go! And then we wouldn't  have to break up!" I explained
"Chloe don't be stupid" he laughed "this is a huge opportunity you have to go"
"But I don't want to leave you" I looked down
He placed his finger under my chin to lift my head
"I don't want you to leave either but I couldn't live with myself if you stayed for me" he sighed
"But I'm happy here, I'm happy here with you" I shook my head
"And think of how happy you'll be over there doing what you love" he smiled
"I'm already doing what I love here" i whispered
"Look these are just your nerves kicking in" he hugged me
"What if it's not? What if I really want to stay here with you?" I asked, my voice muffled by his chest.
He didn't speak he just stayed silent.

Jay left shortly after and I just lay on my bed thinking about not going to America.

Jay's P.O.V
Chloe needs to take this opportunity, she'll hate herself in the future if she doesn't but I know if she still loves me she won't wanna go so I drove to Rebeccas house where I knew her and Barry were.
When I arrived I knocked on the door and Rebecca answered it
"We need to talk" is all I said before she let me in.
I explained everything to her and Barry and both of them were shocked,
"What are we gonna do she has to go! I'm gonna miss her so much she's my best friend but this is all she's ever wanted" Rebecca shook her head
"I know but she doesn't want to leave me she said she's happy here with me" I explained
"What are we gonna do?" Barry asked
"I have a plan, but ye're not gonna like it" I whispered
"Why won't we like it?" Rebecca asked
"Because it's gonna break her heart" I sighed

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