Only You

Chapter 22 - I Don't Believe This

Chloe's P.O.V
It's 2 days before I'm due to leave and I'm still thinking about staying, I've talked to Rebecca about it and she's telling me to go, but I'm so happy here I don't think I can.

Rebecca and I were on our way to the cinema to watch a movie and she seemed really off,
"Is everything ok?" I asked her
"Yeah everything fine" she nodded with a tight smile.

We arrived at the cinema and when we walked in I could feel my heart break into a million pieces. I couldn't believe the sight in front of me. Jay was sat with a girl on his lap and she had her forehead rested against his and he was smiling,
"Jay?" I whispered but loud enough for him to hear me, he looked up and didn't even look bothered that I had caught him
"Yeah?" He asked
"W-what are you doing?" I asked tears threatening to spill over
"I'm in a cinema what do you think I'm doing?" He asked laughing
"Well it doesn't look like you're watching a movie" I croaked
"Can we talk?" He asked
"About what?" I sniffed
"Just talk to me? Outside?" He motioned to the doors.
Jay and I walked outside and he seemed completely chill
"Look I was thinking with you leaving for America in 2 days and we're gonna break up anyways why not just do it now and save on the trouble?" He shrugged
"You didn't even break up with me though Jay you just had another girl sitting on your lap" I shook my head "I thought you loved me?"
"I thought so too but then I realised that I loved having any girl I wanted whenever I wanted" I smirked
"So what you don't love me anymore?" I asked
"Nope" he said popping the p

Jay's P.O.V
This was breaking my heart, having to act like I don't care about her let alone that I don't love her and seeing her face and the tears streaming down her cheeks is killing me,
"So what you don't love me anymore?" She asked
"Nope" I answered popping the p
"No" she whispered "I don't believe you"
"Believe me" I said trying to dig he back tears of my own "I don't love you anymore"

Of course i was lying I love her more than anything but I have to do this! She is thinking about staying here and I can't let her do that, I don't want to be the reason she passes on her dreams.

"You're an asshole Jay and I fucking hate you!" She cried
"No you don't"  I shook my head
"Okay maybe I don't but I should, I should fucking hate you!" Was all she said before turning around and walking away.

"Is it done?" Rebecca asked walking up behind me
"Yeah" I sniffed "it's done"
"You must really love her Jay if you were willing to break her heart so that she can pursue her dream" Amy, the girl who was sitting on my lap before spoke up
"I do, I love her so much" I paused staring into space "thanks Amy for doing this" I thanked her before walking away.

Chloe's P.O.V
I was curled up in my bed tears streaming down my face, I heard the doorbell but I just let my mum get it, I could hear her talking to someone before my door opened and Rebecca rushed to my side,
"Chloe I'm so sorry" she whispered pulling me into her
"He told me he doesn't love me anymore" I cried "do you think he ever loved me?"  I sniffed
"Yeah. He loved you so much" she smoothed my hair
"Then why would he do this to me? Why would he break my heart?" I looked at her
"I don't know" she shook her head.

That night after crying for hours I finished packing and went to sleep thinking about what had happened with Jay, if I wasn't sure about going to America before I definitely know now that nothing's gonna stop me from going.

Jay's P.O.V
I got home and walked into the kitchen to be met with Barry running up to me and giving me a hug
"I did it" I sniffed trying not to cry
"I'm so sorry dude" he shook his head
"Yeah, so am I" was all I said before walking up to my room to be alone.