CAPTIVATED BY VASH CALVINDER

Chapter 27: Gifts and Letter

After naming ma discharge sa ospital, hindi ko pa uli nakikita si Vash, sabi ni Dravin baka busy daw ito sa kompanya. Baka nga busy ito, he's the CEO anyway, he should take full responsibility for his company, pero hindi ko alam, namimiss ko siya...

Naramadaman ko na lamang na may umakbay sakin, and it was Dravin grinning at may inginuso sa tapat ng bahay ng makarating kami, halos lumuwa ang mga mata ko ng makita ang napakaraming regalo, maging sila mama ay ganun ang naging reaksyon, gulat at may pagtataka, buhat buhat ko ang bunso kong si Cent, si Gail Kay Coin at si Mark kay Cent, inalalayan naman kami ni Dravin palabas

Agad kpng nilapitan sila mama at papa saka inginuso iyang sang damakmak na mga regalo "Saan galing yan ma? At sinong nagbigay?" tanong ko. Nagkibitbalikat si mama saka nilapitan ang mga regalo, nagbabakasakaling may makita itong pangalan kung saan o kanino galing.

"Grabe, kanino kaya galing ang mga regalong iyan? Napakarami.." napatingin ako kay Gail saka muling binalik ang tingin duon sa mga regalo, maging ako ay nagtataka at gustong malaman kung kanino o sino ang nagbigay ng mga regalong ito.

Napatayo si mama at binigay sakin ang isang small white envelop , nagtaka pa ako ng una, binagay ko muna si Cent kay mama bago ko binuksan ang laman ng sobre, ang lahat ay abang na abang sa kung anong meron, maliban kay Dravin na sumisipol lamang pero nasa envelop ko tinuon amg pansin..

Isang Card..

Pero may sulat iyon, napakaikli, pero detalyado, ng mabasa ko ang sulat halos manlamig ako at unti-unting nabuhay at kumulo ang mga dugo ko, at sa isang iglap, nag-aalab ang damdamin ko... This jerk

"I know that you're tired after giving birth to my sons, take these gifts its all for the Triplets, we'll meet soon." -V.C

Nagusot ko ang sulat, gusto kong magwala, pero binilinan ako ng doktor na huwag muna akong gagawa ng kung anong makakasama sa akin, baka mabinat daw ako.

"Caroline.." tawag nila sakin, si Dravin naman ay niyakap ako ng makita ang sitwasyon ko.

"Whatever happens, we'll still be friends right?" Natigilan ako sa tanong na iyon ni Dravin, bakit bigla na lamang nitong tinanong iyon? Pero bago pa ako makapagtanong kung anong ibig niyang sabihin ay inunahan na ako nitong magsalita, magulat pa nga ako ng sabunutan niya ang buhok niya.

"Goodnes haha, what I'm talking about? Oh gosh I should back to my senses right now, any way did I made you think? That, forget about it, lately I've been rough time, should I consult to a psychiatrist? I think I'm going to loose my mind because of his sudden actions."he whispered the last words. Pero seryoso ba siya sa mga sinasabi niya? May nangyari ba sa kaniya? But he doesn't seem look awful, ayos naman siya or he just pretending to be okay? Baka nga may pinagdadaanan ito. Tumango ako sa sinabi niya.

"If that was the case then, maybe you need to asked professional about your situation, I'll be fine here, andito naman sila mama at papa para makasama kong mabantayan ang Triplets, and thankyou for always been at my side Dravin, I really am. Masaya akong naging kaibigan kita." Ngumiti lamang ito, saka nagpaalam sa iba pa na mauuna na ito, binalik ko ang tingin sa mga regalo at bumalik ang inis ko kaya ang iba ay pagalit kong pinagtatapon, nanlalaki naman ang mga mata nila sa ginawa, inawat ako ni papa.

"Anak, ano bang nangyayari sayo?" tanong nito.

"Arghhh! Ano sa tingin niya ang ginagawa niya? Magpaparamdam siya kung kelam niya gusto? Gago siya! At kung inaakala niyang sa ginagawa niyang to mawawala ang galit ko, nagkakamali siya! Hindi kailangan ng mga anak ko ang regalo!" sigaw ko, hindi ko na napigilan, kahit pa binilin sakin ng doctor, I felt dizzy and hard to breathe.

"Caroline!"

That was the last word I heard and everything went blank...

VASH's POV

I was about to ran when I saw Caroline passed out but I hold myself not to, I shouldn't be do that, this is my fault, I'm such a Coward Jerk I made things worsen.

Seeing her how she stepped my gifts, trow it with full of anger, made my heart shatters, I can't imagine her getting mad at me when I personally and finally show up to her saying I'm the Jerk she was looking for.

I need to fix everything before she can't accept me.

"Great, Huh. Is this what you want? Making her life miserable? You know how vulnerable she is right? She's so fragile, why are making this hard for her!" I look at Dravin to find out how mad he is. I look at him with my a blank face, he comb his hair in frustration and ge directly look at me in disbelief, if he just not my friend, I literally punch him hard for letting me see him like this, he can't control himself not to care about her.

"Stop that Dravin, don't let me see how you really cares about my property, I'm warning you." I warned. He look at me and turn his back on while waving his hands.

"Tsk, I'm not scared, kill me if you want to, but I'm not having any second thoughts when it's all about her." He said and drove his car and vanish. That punk, now he had the guts to talk like that on me huh? I'm his commander, he even forgot that these fast few days, I should shoot him right away, tsk he's making me feel bad.

She really hated me that much, I'm afraid, fvck that, but I really am, I'm afraid for letting her know who reakly I am, on how Ruthless I'm and what life I had, I'm afraid to the point I can't think straight, I need to drink...

"I don't know what's going with you two!" I heard Finn shout, I stood up and screw him to shut his fvckng mouth, it pisses me.

"Y-you punk! Shut the hell up, do you want me to pull the trigger and---" He ran fast as he could and go to Rocan's back. That bastard, tsk.

"H-hey! Commander I don't mean that, fine do what you want to do, Just let me spare my life a little longer, if you want let me live in this world.." I shook my head on him, and drink my beer, I saw Dravin knocked out.

"Rocan, this jerk was pissing me off lately, what should I do then?" I asked. Rocan shaking his head and tap my shoulder.

"You can't do that and if do, you'll dead then. Aishh, you two drank a lot, Finn you took care of Dravin, we need to go now." I heard him said, Finn follow Rocan's but Dravin suddenly Vomited to Finn's shirt.

"Dravin! Look what you did! Iinom-inom kayo tapos hindi niyo kakayanin! Sinukahan mo pa ako! Gosh!! Pupuntahan ko pa yung girlfriend ko nito e, Rocan?!" He tantrums. Rocan sway his hand, saying he can go.

Girlfriend?

That punk is lucky to have a girlfriend, how about me? I don't think I can have my Caroline, My Caroline..

"Rocan, you think she can accept me?" I asked. He stop from carrying me and stare at me for a while and then he slightly comb his hair using his hand, and he let his deep sigh looking at me like I really did something wrong.

"It will never easy as you think, you can't eat instant noodles as your meal only, once you crave for other delicious food you can't do anything but to make an efforts, patiently wait and do your best to make it tasty, just like forgiving someone who committed a big mistake that leads to loose its trust for that someone, it takes time, come to think of it Vash, she can't accept you when you're not even had the guts to tell her that you're the jerk he was looking for, a Coward who just choose to hide than to take his responsibility, you can fix this, it's not too late." he uttered. I was on my mind thinking all of his words, stucking on my head yeah, everything is going messier than I think...

But, I'm a coward, a Ruthless man who devoted himself not to fear at anything who's now having doubts to his own self...

Fvck this life...

JMworks
Joanna Marie
Ps. Sorry na agad sa mahabang paghihintay, second sorry for the grammars and thankyou that you still be here waiting...
Enjoy this update muah!