Intelligent Mind Equals Foolish Heart

IMEFH - Chapter 42

Isang araw, nagising kang totally moved on ka na sa first love mo.

Accomplishment? Yeah. Maybe.

Pero paano kung kasabay ng pagmoved on mo ay ang unti-unti mong pagkahulog sa isang taong ilang beses mo ng natake for granted?

BENZJ POV

3:39 PM
Hey! You busy?

3:39 PM
Not really. Why?

4:00 PM
Can I come over?

4:01 PM
Benzj, hey!

4:02PM
Nich, is something wrong?

4:03
Uhmm , I just want to tell you something. I'm on my way

4:05 PM
ok then. See you.

I eyed my phone.

She wants to tell me something?

Something is wrong. Huh! Palagi naman talagang may mali sa amin ah.

So why I'm worried? Ahh.. dahil sa akin may mali.

With myself? Yeah, something's wrong with me.

I don't know what exactly but.. Ah subconsciously, I know what's going on. How can't I if I've been feeling butterflies on my stomach every time she's near.

I don't know how it exactly happened. I just woke up one morning trying to convince myself that this ain't true. But ahhh..

Am I inlove with her? No. Of course not. It's still Jane. I don't know, but ..

I run towards the C.R and take a quick bath after realizing that I stink a little. The doorbell rings right after kong magbihis.

I went for the door.

I opened it and once again, feel that uncertain feeling. I know I've hurt this woman for thousandth times but still, she's always beside me -- a shoulder to lean on and cry on.

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"Hey, let me in."

"Yeah, come in." I said but don't even move.

"What?" nakataas na ang kilay nya.

"I-- uhm. I--" I don't know why I'm bluffing.

"You what?"

"Nothing. Come in."

Niluwagan ko ang bukas ng pinto to let her in.

She threw me a weird look bago tuluyang pumasok at agad na naupo sa sofa.

"Anong gusto mo---"

"Space."

Bahagya akong napanganga pero agad ding nakabawi.

"Y-you what?"

"Wala, joke lang. Juice na lang." sagot nya.

Iniwan ko muna sya saka ako pumunta sa kitchen.