Intelligent Mind Equals Foolish Heart

IMEFH - Chapter 39

JANE'S POV

Silence.

Minutes have passed but for me, it's like forever.

Di ko alam kung magsasalita ba sya, magwawalk out o ano. Magpaka invisible kaya? I'm straining to turn my head towards jeron. Natatakot akong malaman kung ano ang reaction nya. Umiiyak ba sya? Tulala? Galit? Ano? Ano?

Please. Ano??

Why don't you just look at him, you shitface?

But i would die.

Ya. And not looking make me feel SO alive.

But not because-- ah nevermind.

Look at him

No.

Yes.

No.

Yes. 1...2..--

Can't take it anymore. I look at him.

.

I look at Jeron looking at something. (You know that 'I take a picture of you taking a picture of me' by Carla Rae Jepsen? Ya. Exactly. Nevermind) Looking but not actually seeing. I don't know who said that but that's how I saw Jeron right now or that's just how I complicates the word Tulala. -___-

JERON'S POV

'Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

'Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

Those words echo within my hearing range.

'Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

'Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

'Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

'Pinayagan ko syang ligawan ulit ako.'

Suddenly I felt like being teleported into a place where me alone has access to get in to.

VIOLET

PAIN

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

VIOLET AND THE OTHER GUY

MORE PAIN

then jane

And.... Cut! What's left of my insane mind just suddenly snap.

Napaupo ako bigla ng tuwid. It's telling me something like: wow all this time, I'm comparing Jane to Violet. It's like comparing circle to a square and violet being the edgy square that botch.

Well, technically, I'm not comparing them to each other, like, verbally. More like subconsciously. Ya.

Ok ok. Jeron? Get over her, ok?

And as if to convince myself, there comes in my mind a box and Violet, in she goes, with her all the memories of us together. I closed and locked the box then pocketed the key. No. I threw it. Bahala kang massofucate jan. Korni and bad pero huh ewan . putik. Ok ok that being done, think of the NOW. Jane.just think of jane. Jane the pretty jane. The smart jane. That smile. I'll die for it. And hoe me she sometimes bit her lower lip. Damn. The face that looks so innocent