Elites of Seoul | Taejin ✔️

Secrets

Seokjin's Pov:

"I don't think we should be talking about this, like the way we are right now. I should get dressed." I tried getting off Taehyung, but he held me in place.

"I want us to talk like this. What's so wrong that we can't talk like this?" The look on his face told me he knew the answer to the question he was asking me.

"Because you are inside me, and you want me to talk to you about Jungkook. Don't you think that's weird?"

"It's only weird if you still have feelings for him." His hold on my waist becomes tighter

"It seems you already know the answer to the question you are asking me. So why bother asking me?" I pry his hands off me and slides off of him.

"Seokjin, please let's be careful with that mouth tonight. I don't know; this is why I am asking you. Do I know if you guys slept together? Yes, I do. Now what I want to know is, are there any lingering feelings." Of course, he knows, probably had a complete investigation done on me.

I find my shirt and pull it on. No way was I going to stay naked and talk to my husband about Jungkook.

Walking back over to the bed and sitting down, I turn to face him, "I don't have any feelings for Jungkook. Our path crossed in Busan years ago, we had a thing. end of the story." I honestly did not want to have this conversation. Had I known Jungkook was a part of his circle, there would be no Taehyung and me.

It's not that I don't love Taehyung, trust me I do. Do I have feelings for Jungkook? No, I don't. There is merely something's that is hard to explain.

His expression is unreadable. I watch as he gets off the bed and slips his shorts on. "Were you ever planning on tell me this, Jin?" He questions while tieing the string on his shorts.

His calmness to most things certainly bothers me. He jumps down on the bed and lays next to me.

"Honestly, if you want the truth, I don't know. I didn't know how to approach you with it. Your friends already brand me as a gold digger. I mean, what are the odds of me being with Jungkook and now you. I know how it looks on the outside, but Jungkook and I meeting was very similar to you and me meeting. It's only that I was in high school at the time and working as a part-timer. It wasn't long-lasting, our world was way too different, similarly to how ours is now."

As my husband, yes, Taehyung might have needed to know, but it's not something easy for me to talk about, especially when everyone is already judging me, and let's not forget Jimin hates me. I am sure he wouldn't be happy to know his husband, and I lost our virginity to each other.

"Seokjin, let me explain a few things. You are married to me, not my friends. What my friends think about you speaks of their own insecurities and issues. If you aren't honest with me, it leaves for doubts in our marriage. I know most of the time, I'm hard to read, and I don't allow room for much, but you can talk to me and be honest with me.

I have spent a long-time single, and I'm adjusting to us. Maybe we should've waited until we got married, but I didn't want to, and that was my own selfishness. I know you had to deal with a lot in the past six months, and I am trying to work on that.

I don't want us to be a dysfunctional couple. I married you for love, not because I needed a trophy husband, if that was the case, I could've chosen anyone.

I knew about Jungkook and you since the second week of our marriage. Jungkook doesn't know I know. He didn't tell me anything, I had my own way of finding things out.

I gave it time because I wanted to watch the interaction between the two of you as well as I wanted to see if you would be honest with me about it."

As I look at my husband, I don't know if I should feel relief or be concerned that he knew about this, but kept it for so long before bringing it up to me.

It makes me wonder what else does he know and is holding onto it.

"Taehyung, I don't want a dysfunctional marriage either. I'm sorry I didn't say anything about it. I can promise you that nothing is going on between him and me now. I hope you don't see this as me betraying you or anything. Jungkook and I have really left our past in the past."

"I hope that you keep that promise, Seokjin. I haven't been given a reason to doubt you yet, and I am hoping not to have one. I wish you would've told me, and I gave you time to tell me, but you didn't. However, because we did the same thing, I can't be mad at you right now."

"What do you mean, we did the same thing?"

He pulls my hand into his own. "Babe, I want you to listen to me. Just like how I listened to you."

"Taehyung, what are you talking about?" He was making me nervous.

"Hoseok and I used to sleep together."

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A/N: Do you think Taeyhung is okay with everything? And what about the news he just dropped to Jin? 🤔

Everything is just so....calm