Elites of Seoul | Taejin ✔️

Freedom or Escape?

Trigger Warning!!! 

Two days ago

Jungkook's Pov:

"Where is our lawyer, I thought he was coming with you?" my father barks as soon as I walked into his and my mother's home.

The tears I had been struggling with on my way over to them, I could no longer hold it in, I was a wreck, but I was a major cause of everything I was now feeling. It had only been a week since Jin had made his statement, but in such a short time, my life had turned upside down.

Jimin refused to speak to me, his parents called and informed me they needed their son away from me. I tried calling Jin to explain why I didn't say anything to him when I found out, but my calls went ignored. Their home security had increased.

Reaching out to Yoongi and Hoseok was no use. Yoongi had been ignoring me, the only person that took my call was Hoseok and told me as much as he was sorry, he couldn't be caught up in the middle, what my parents did was low, and if I enabled their behavior, by keeping it a secret, I was wrong too.

They weren't wrong, I was wrong, and that's why I came to a decision, I have today. "We don't need a lawyer." I wiped my tears and looked at my parents, who scowled at me.

"Jungkook, what the hell are you talking about? Have you seen the news and the audacity of that fucking Taehyung and his little bitch Seokjin, because he has more money he thinks-" I fired the first gunshot, shooting my father in his chest. He stumbled backward, and my mother screamed out in a panic.

She tried jumping up from her seat as I turned towards her and fired a shot at her. Shooting her in the head, which silenced her immediately, making her fall next to my father.

Walking over to my father with tears streaming down my face as he looked up at me coughing, holding onto his chest, I stared at him with anger, he had destroyed my life.

"you ruined everything for me. My life with Seokjin was ruined because of you, I could have been the one married to him, I could have been happy, but instead, you forced me into a marriage with someone who didn't even love me, with someone who cheated on me and is now pregnant with someone else's child.

Twice I have been robbed the chance of being a father, and both times you were the reason why I suffered. I hate you so much, I hate who I became because of you. I hate the things I have done and the people I have hurt because of you. I had a plan, but now it's destroyed, and I refuse to be dragged by everyone in this world because of the fucked up choices you and mom made. You used your money to silence and cover up your behavior, all while you were doing is making me your own son suffer, but you never cared, and for that, you should fucking die."

I shot him twice more in his head, before dropping myself to the floor, taking the gun, I turned it to head and pulled the trigger.

****

Present Day

Jimin's Pov:

Dear Jeon Jimin,

I know you are probably reading this letter with disgust, hate, maybe even hurt, but with relief at the same time. I wish we were born at a different time, with different parents, where our status held no weight, and we could love who we wanted freely and be with who we want.

Maybe if we hadn't been forced together by the hands of our parents, I could've loved and appreciated you better. I could have given you the attention you might have lacked. I am sorry if there were any time where I wronged you. I know you must have something you want to apologize to me for too, but don't worry about it. I am not writing this with anger, I am writing this as a way to let you know, I am giving you the freedom you deserve.

And not in the way you think, me killing myself have nothing to do with you, so please don't carry such a burden, this goes way above you. You and I have both suffered because of our parents, and we have both been foolish to never stand up for what we know was right.

I hope now with all this, you can find a new, you and your baby. You are no cause of my actions, I made the decisions I did knowingly.

Our family lawyer will be in contact with you. Everything I had changed over to you and Iseul, I know Taehyung and Seokjin might not want Iseul to have anything that is connected with Jeon's name, but if it comes from you, then maybe.

I heard that they have been taking care of you, I hope you find comfort in their care. I hope soon you will be able to find genuine love and the not the one you currently seek from the person who is unable to give, I hope you find it in someone who truly cares about you.

You are not a bad person, I never thought you were. I honestly never intended to spend my life with you either, so I really don't blame you for anything.

Lastly, I want you to know it's okay if you're going to remove Jeon from your name, I would too. Also, I sent Seokjin a letter, he might not open it, but can you please have him read it. It's the last thing I will ask of you.

Bye,

Jeon Jungkook

I reread Jungkook's letter several times, not knowing what I should feel in that moment. When I first heard the news, I didn't believe it. Indeed, I had thought Mr. Jeon had done a suicide act to hide from shame, but upon finding out it was Jungkook who had done this, I became numb.

I might have hated the fact that I was married to him, but death was not something I wished upon him. He described my every emotion in the beginning very well. I was hurt and filled with hate; I wanted them to pay, but not with their life.

Having Jungkook reputation turns into a killer was not what I wanted, either. Being married to him wasn't a burden, as having him do what he did. All eyes were now on me. I was now the grieving widower who was pregnant and left behind with more riches than I had before.

This was not okay. And I don't know how I was going to get through any of it. Especially when there were now so many people looking to me to make the next move.